Fanboy ! [bbh.pcy] | Repairing

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"The famous Superstar Park Chanyeol was seen with an unknown girl yesterday at the park. They two looked more than friends while kissing each other romantically. We contacted the famous actor and singer but it seems like he won't reply to our messages in the near future. What is this all about, has the worldwide superstar got himself a girlfriend?"

Baekhyun looked at the tv while biting his lips to prevent himself from crying.He felt hurt, he felt so hurt but he hadn't even a reason to feel hurt. Chanyeol wasn't even his, he was a free human, who can do what he wants to.

He can do whatever he wants to Baekhyun, he isn't yours. Stop being jealous. You have no rights to be jealous. He found someone.. shouldn't you be happy.. be happy for him?

.. it was just.. it was so hard, so hard to be happy. It was wrong, so wrong.
You are his fan, support him.

Baekhyun whipped the tears out of his face and sniffled loudly. He didn't know why but he felt so hurt. It was just, it felt like someone stabbed him with a knife.

Suddenly he heard his phone beeping and woke up from his daydream.
"Baek? Baek, are you okay?"
He heard Luhan asking and sighed deep.

No, I'm not.

"Yes, everything is fine"
He lied and laid down his comfortable, large bed.

"You are not. I know you aren't alright.. you saw it too right? You saw the news"

He let out a big sigh and tried not to start crying again.

"Baek? It's okay. Do you need company? Should I come over?"

Yes. Please come over. Please, try to distract me.. please.
"No"
His mouth didn't allow him to say these words. It didn't want to annoy Luhan with his bullshit.

"I'm there in a few minutes"
Luhan said and hung up. Baekhyun smiled through his tears and stared at his ceiling.

I hope you are happy Chanyeol. I hope you found someone to love.

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"Baek! Stop crying! You'll find someone who loves you back, okay? Chanyeol doesn't even know that you exist"

Baekhyun looked trough his misty glasses and in tears covered eyes towards Luhan and let out a loud sniffle.

"Baek, it's time to have dates you know? To meet some real persons"

"I don't want to Luhan"

"Baek, stop being stubborn"

Baekhyun faced the floor and thought about his suggestion for a moment of silence.

Going on dates, meeting new people.. it doesn't sound like fun but maybe Luhan was right? Maybe it was time for him to wake up from his Chanyeol bubble.

"Ok but if this turns out weird, I'm out"

Luhan smiled widely and clapped his hand in happiness.

"It won't"

***
It was already 11pm and Baekhyun still couldn't stop thinking about this gossip. The case was still open and no one knew, if this was true or not.

He had written Chanyeol multiple times that he supports him whatever happens.

Baekhyun sighed before taking his glasses off, lifting his phone up and taking a selca. He hated taking pictures of himself but Luhan told him that he should try showing people how he looks like.. maybe it would help finding someone for him..

.. but the problem was he only wanted Chanyeol. Unfortunately Chanyeol was unreachable  for him.

Baekloveschan: Good night my dear followers! Let's all support our channie with all we have okay? @real_pcy ❤️

He clicked on posting and laid down on his warm, comfortable bed again. Today will be hard night, Baekhyun knew it.

Could you at least love me back in my dreams Chanyeol?

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New chapter, yehet :3
I hope you liked this chapter as much as you like the one of oohngoc ❤️️

- Pelin (bcdwolf) 🌸