Nicole's P.O.V.
"He did?" I ask.
"Yes!" Ashley confirms.
"So are you guys together?" Dan asks.
"Pretty much, yeah!" Ashley says in an exciting tone.
This definitely lit up my day. Phil and Ashley got together. After this whole conversation with Alfie, all I wanted was for someone to tell me good news and not bad news. Ashley definitely helped me with this one.
"Also.. why do you look messy as hell?" I ask her. She gives me a weird look.
"Why do you think?" she asks, clearly hinting she had sex with him.
"We get it," Dan says. "I'm gonna get some sleep." I nod at Dan, telling him I need to sleep as well.
"Night you two!" Ashley says.
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The last day of VidCon was amazing. I was in a panel with Phil by my side. I had so much fun.
Another thing. Alfie and Zoe kept giving me death glares. This worries me completely. Losing Alfie I can handle. But losing Zoe? I don't know what he's up to, but he's an asshole. I almost wish I never became friends with him.
In two days, I'll be going on a different plane than Dan to get home. I don't wanna leave him. Uxbridge is about an hour away, but once I get back, I'm gonna be busy again. I'm gonna miss him so much. So tomorrow is our last day together.
Another thing is, I might have to live with my mom again for a little while.
"I'm gonna miss you..." I say to Dan.
"I'll miss you too," he says. "I never thought that all of this would happen. This has been the best VidCon of my life. Thank you, Nicole."
"I love you so much, Dan. I'm never gonna forget you," I say, starting to cry.
"Babe, this isn't the end. We still have one more day. And you can stop by anytime you want. I'm only an hour away."
"But I'm gonna be busy for a few months, Dan."
"I know that. But we can see each other whenever we're free."
"You don't understand. I might have to move back to where I was born, which is Massachusetts," I tell him.
"Why?" he asks.
"My mom... she has cancer. I need to be there for her," I say, starting to cry a bit more.
"Babe, I understand that. If you really have to do so, then do it. I would rather you be there with your mom than suffer in Uxbridge... How did you end up living in Uxbridge, by the way?"
"Well I was born in Millbury, Massachusetts. I'm the youngest. When I was just a baby, we had to move away from Massachusetts, since my parents got divorced. So, we moved to Uxbridge."
"Where does your mom live now?" he asks.
"Mansfield. I need to get tickets to see her. I might be living with her for awhile. She could die soon," I say. I notice Dan starting to tear up.
"It's ok... I'll be here if you ever need me," he says as he pulls me in for a hug.
He kisses me, and I can't help but want more. All I want is someone to love me right now. I pull him in for a deeper kiss, and it almost makes me feel dizzy.
Just then, Phil walks in.
"Guys can I borrow a- whoa," he says. Dan and I immediately pull apart from each other. "Try not to swallow each other."
"Phil! You stole that line from me!" Dan says, making me laugh.
"What do you need?" I ask Phil, still laughing a little.
"Just a charger. Mine broke," he says.
"Ugh, how many chargers can you break?" Dan asks, clearly annoyed.
I get up and grab a charger for Phil. "Here you go."
"Thanks, Nicole. You two.. um.. enjoy each other," Phil says, and I giggle a little.
As soon as he leaves the room, Dan grabs me and pushes me down on the bed, him on top.
"I love you," I say to him, before wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him passionately.
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This chapter is kinda sad... sorry if i made you cry. I hope you enjoyed this! Chapter 18 is coming soon🖤 -Tess
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Fanfiction"Dan..." I say, "I can't do this. We can't be together if our subscribers are gonna discriminate our relationship." "NO! I can't lose you, Nicole. I never knew what love was until I met you. I don't know what I would do without you," Dan says back...
