True Love Never Really Dies (Camila/you) •Slow Updates•

A/n: I'm sorry, but I really need this rant

I'm sorry for this but I'm just so fucking pissed right now.

(literally I'm so pissed that I want to punch someone)

The girls' show here in Brazil ended about an hour ago, and I really need to put this out of my chest.

For starters, the girls performance was really good, but Lauren was obviously missed. Ally's vocals were on point, Camila was amazing, Dinah sang so heavenly, Normani fucking slayed my life, and in WFH Lauren's vocals started playing. There were some really good and cute moments onstage.

But I'm pissed at Fanta, who produced and organized the event. First of all, the way to get the tickets was a fucking injustice. Who the fuck makes a raffle to give the tickets to an international event. Most of the true Brazilian harmonizers couldn't win the tickets and Fanta literally gave a hell lot of tickets to youtubers who don't even know the chorus to Worth It.

I can easily say that not even 10% of the audience were actual fans. The crowd was so dead and Camila even said it wasn't Brasil cause we were much more louder. I wasn't there I had to watch this joke of a event from my computer and even though I was dying for the girls, I was disappointed with the event, I mean not even Porto Alegre, that was the least excited show in Brasil this year, was that dead.

I'm serious when Camila said this wasn't the Brasil they knew, it fucking hurt because that wasn't even the actual Brazilian fans, there were only youtubers and poser, and a few actual fans.

The camera mans actually recorded some really amazing close ups, I died a lot during the show.

There were a few moments that saved the show a little, like Normila moment, Caminah hugging, Ally high notes, when some fans started screaming "Lauren eu te amo" and the girls only stared at them and smiled, or when they sang Voicemail cause honestly I wasn't excepting that.

But all in all I'm really upset with the event itself for the show, they kept delaying it putting some music videos and making some games with the crowd.

I also would like to point out that all of us real harmonizers had to watch it from home not being able to scream for the girls and help them with the lyrics and such. If the show wasn't private it would have been much better.

Also right in the end Normani started singing Impossible but barely anyone sang along and it really upset me. Cause we are known to be loud crowds but this was a pure mockery of what we really are.

Also there was a male youtuber there that posted earlier on twitter that would totally bang Camila or have a threesome with her and Lauren. But he was quite attacked by the fans including me.

I know a lot of people don't like the Brazilian fans and usually love to throw hate at us, but it's not our fault we like to be loud. A true Brazilian fan always makes a lot of noise, to sow their love.

Today I was expecting something like what happened in São Paulo earlier this year during We Know, cause we have to agree that moment was beautiful, but there wasn't any of it.

Again, I'm sorry for all of this I just really needed to take this out of my chest or I would be feeling really bad.

P.s: I know some fans from another countries will try to make fun of Brasil after today and honestly I don't care cause we always do our best, even when it doesn't work.

By the way, I'm writing the next chapter but I don't have much ideas so if you could send some suggestions I would be really happy.