People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it's the good ones that drive you insane.
- Unknown.
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Queens, New York.
2008
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" FUCK YOU RIHMEEK!!" Nicki shouted with her face as red as the devil, tears pouring out her eyes streaming down her face as the one huge vein popped out in the middle of her head.
"Wh-ere y-ou goi-ng? I ask loudly as my speech slurred.
"I'M GOING AWAY FROM YOUR LYING CHEATING ASS!" she spat, as more tears streamed down her face.
"Cheating? No I don't think I cheat?" I asked clearly under the influence.
" Oh "you don't think you cheat?" Kiss my ass Rihmeek and go and fass your dick back up in that BITCH!" she shouted with her hands now in my face.
" Who y-ou? You my bitch!" I said smiling trying to grab a hold of her.
" I'm your bitch!?! YOU CALLING ME A BITCH NOW RIHMEEK!? I THINK THE FUCK NOT NIGGA!" she said slapping the hell out of me walking away again.
"No! Girl wait!" I said trying to run after her but that was a bad idea. I fell straight to the ground busting my lip as the rain started to pour.
" No, nic wait! Am sorry" I shouted again trying to get up.
" You're sorry? You lied to me! Didn't I ask you not to come here?! You and liquor don't mix! And look what I came here to find, you drunk as a fucking fish with MY dick in some hoe! Yes! My fucking dick! " she said standing in the rain.
"Onika am sorry. I had a little too much to drink, I should have listened to you." I slurred sobering up just a little feeling awful by my actions.
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Los Angeles
2016
I never wanted to hurt you, I don't like to see you cry but it's like I keep messing up. Even though I kept messing up you never gave up on me, we stayed together and worked on us for the betterment of our relationship. There was no doubt about our love for each other, no flaw could stop us, we kept on fighting.
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"But yet you do the same shit!" I heard, as I turned around to see Onika's mother, father and brothers.
" It's my time to visit, I don't want no drama" I said quietly focusing my attention back on Nicki.
"You shouldn't be here!" she said loud enough for me to hear.
"Ma don't say that" Jelani said holding on to her.
"No! he shouldn't be here!" she said to him
"You shouldn't have the opportunity to visit my daughter!" she spat as her eyes glossed with tears, coming towards me.
"Carol!" Mr. Maraj called after her grabbing a hold of her arm.
" LEAVE!" she shouted not making her eyes meet with mine.
" why shouldn't I be here!? I have EVERY right to be here! I am her husband!" I growled, just loud enough for them to hear.
"You don't act like it! YOU'RE THE REASON MY DAUGHTER IS STUCK IN A HOSPITAL IN A COMA, AND YOU'RE THE REASON WHY MY GRANDCHILD IS DEAD! YOU KILLED HER!" she said now shouting causing the flood gate of tears to pour down her face, As the words that left her lips found their target and Pierced into my skin.
" THAT WAS MY FUCKING CHILD TOO! I'M HER FATHER! don't you think I feel horrible for the situation we are currently in? If I could switch places with MY child I would, if could switch places with MY wife I would!
T-that w-was MY child, this is m-y wife... T-that was MY CHILD! I'm... I'm the reason my child is..." I cried holding on to Nicki, as my body shook and tears continued to pour with no signs of an end.
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Los Angeles
2014
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"Oh shit" Nicki screamed squeezing the shit outta my hand.
"Breathe, just breathe Nic" I said trying to soothe her.
"why you telling me to breathe? What the fuck you think I'm doing!? Holding my breath?" she said snapping at me.
"Nic i-" I said as she cut me off.
"hush, just be quiet me-ahhhhhh!" she said getting another contraction.
"Dam baby, if I could I would take the pain away." I said kissing her forehead.
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"One, two, three push!" the doctor told Nicki as she took another big push.
"Shit! Meek this is all your fucking fault! She got your big fucking head!" she screamed as the doctor and nurse laughed.
"OK Onika, I see the head! One more push" the doctor said as I held on to Nicki.
"Ahhhhhhhhhh, get the hell outta me girl!" Nicki screamed pushing one last time as my baby girl entered the world.
"Would you like to cut the cord dad?" the doctor asked me.
"Hell yeah!" I said happily taking the scissors from him, to do the honors.
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Abigail Ryan Williams
Born: 28th April, 2014
8lbs 12o
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Present
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"I know it may be very hard to forgive me Mr. Mrs. Maraj or even you guys" I said pointing to her brothers. Running the palm of my hand over my face wiping away the tears that were still visible.
"But I just wanna say am sorry for causing your family so much pain. I also want you to understand that this is my family too, and though my actions were wrong and I'm partly the reason we're in this predicament, I'm going through alot of pain also, Nicki was my everything and my child was my universe, I wouldn't do anything to hurt them on purpose."
"Onika Tanya Maraj-Williams is my wife and I will never willingly leave her side. I hope you could understand and respect that. " I told them as I turned to Nicki to address her one last time before I leave.
"I love you, mí armor. Please don't ever forget me." I said pressing a soft gentle kiss to her forehead, rubbing her cheek before leaving. Giving her family their time with her.
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