I don't want to repeat my innocence I want the pleasure of losing it again.
-Unknown
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Los Angeles
2016
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Today marks a month of you being in this state, since the incident. Today also marks a month of us losing someone so special to us. I feel like shit knowing I'm the cause of all this pain, and is going to be the cause of this heart break. I know that "I am sorry's" can't help a situation as bad as this, but I hope it helps because after you awake from this still,cold, lonely state I'm going to have to face you consciously and you might just hate me.... If you remember, but I hope you remember.
The doctor instructed me to share memories of us together because hearing stories are supposed to help exercise circuits in your brain which can trigger your first glimpses of awareness. He said that Hearing your family members voices really can help you wake up sooner.
So do you remember this memory Nic....
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Queens, New York.
1999
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"You sure you ready?" I asked Nicki as my half naked body hovered over her.
"Yes am sure meek" she said seductively running her fingers down my chest.
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I ran my hand down her body as I kissed up her neck. I hiked her legs up giving me better access. My fingers maneuvered their way across her smooth delicate pussy, taking a dip inside and exiting wetter than a lake making my dick a little more excited.
I licked down her body and stopped at the top of her slit, causing her breathing to pick up. She then tried to move out of my hold and I dived right in without any warning making sure to give her clit much attention and using my fingers to open her up a bit.
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" Oh My gosh, I'm not innocent anymore." Nicki said breathless.
"I know, so how was your first time?" I asked her wrapping my arm around her bringing her closer to me.
"this shit hurt like hell Rihmeek!" she said snuggling closer to me.
"I know babe, but it-"
"let me finish!" she said cutting me off.
"aight go ahead" I said laughing .
"That shit hurt like shit boy, but Id Lose my virginity one hundred times to you, if I could. I enjoyed every moment of our love making and I found pleasure in it. I would never regret losing my virginity to you. I love you Rihmeek."
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Present
" Excuse me sir am afraid that she has other family here to visit her, and I was told to inform you that your time is up" a nurse said looking into the room.
"I've been here less than two hours man! This my wife! Who here to see her!?" I asked frustrated.
"Her parents sir" she responded.
"aight! Just give me a minute." I said a little upset as the nurse left.
Seems like its time for me to go now Nic, but it's not bye it's see you later. I wish I could fix everything with your parents especially your mom but I don't think they'll ever forgive me. I'm trying not to cross paths with them at the moment because the last time it was not good.
"I love you, mí armor. Please don't ever forget me." I said pressing a soft gentle kiss to her forehead, rubbing her cheek before leaving.
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This chapter was really a last minute thing, I wanted a chapter before the one that comes after this one. Yeah so you could call this a filler.
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