I'm NOT crazy! I'm just.......Normal

There's nothing wrong with me!

Chapter one

Knock.knock. "come in Annabel" i took a deep breath before opening the door, and stepping inside the room.It was qite a small room with a desk near the door, and two sofa's in the middle of the room with a coffie table in the middle. Mr.Roman was sat on one of the sofa's sipping his tea. But i always call him Victor because thats his first name. "take a seat Anabel" Victor said gesturing his hand to the other sofa in front of him . He was a nice man i think hes about 58 years old and his brown hair had alot of gry strands in
it,he was quite nice i guess but i personally didn't like him.But then again i didnt like any of the psychiatrists i've seen.I took a seat on the other sofa and leaned back "please take off your hood Annabel," i was wearing a dark blue almost black hoodie, faded blue jeans and black trainers. I took off my hood as i was told "Thank you Annabel,now let's begin shall we?" i nod my head slightly and fiddle with my fingers. he put his cup of tea on the table and picked up his note pad and pen, "now Annabel, how are you feeling today?"

'That's a pretty stupid question! how the f**k do you think she's feeling dumb ass!' I could hear click in the background, screaming at Victor.

"Fine i guess" i said quietly, ignoring click. "That's good. And have you been having any of those urges again?" i could hear click laughing at his question, but i have been having those 'urges' quite a lot i mean i've had them ever since i was little but if i tell him that then hell put me back in the hospital again. "No" i spoke quietly and emotionlessly "That's very good Annabel. this means your getting better. how has your week been? have you been eating and sleeping properly?" 'Getting better?! HA yeah right!' "Yes i am quite happy with myself, for 'getting better' and i have been eating and sleeping properly" oh shite click's showing through. As i looked up i saw Victor's face was just staring at me. "Thats the most i've heard you say all week Annabell.you must be happy if your talking in full sentences" he kind of looked happy and shocked at the same time.But i wasn't happy though infact i was quite depressed but of course i couldnt tell him that so i lied."yes i am." i said bluntly "is anything new happening which is causing you to be so happy?" actually there was something happening in my life but it didn't make me happy."I'm meeting the new neighbors tonight.My mom invited them round for dinner"This was true but like i said im not happy about it, ive never met them before and it means i have to pretend to love my family and pretend they love me. "Well that sounds like fun.Im glad that has made you happy. Wow hasn't time just swung by.Its the end of the session now so your free to go Annabel." I was so glad that this was finally over.As i was about to walk out the door Victor called my name."Annabel wait amiunite i have something for you."He stood up and took some tablets from the desk."here, there to help calm you down."

'yeah right!' I took the bottle of pills out of his hand and walked back over to the door "good bye Annabel, i hope you have a nice time meeting your neighbors" i simply nodded and walked out the door, down the hall and out the exit.

I put on my headphones and pulled my hood over my head. "phew" i sighed in relief, i was just so glad to be out of there.I headed to the woods because the streets where to crowded,i didn't like big groups of people they make click go mental, well more mental than he already is i mean.As i was walking throu the forest i saw a boy sat at the bottom of a tree with his head looking up at the sky.I was just going to keep walking and ignor him but i acsedently triped on a tree root and fell, he instently looked up at me with a.......sad look on his face. "you ok?" he asked i went a light shade of pink and nodded my head slightly i didn't speak and just stood up and dusted myself off. I went to rub my nose but as i pulled my hand away i saw some blood on my hand "oh no you're bleeding!" he was staring at me and started to stand up and walk over to me. "it's fine" I said emotionlessly and walked off leaving him there alone.

As i got to the clearing of the forest i noticed that my knees was also bleeding and had some yellow stuff in it. I brushed it off as nothing and kept walking till i reached my house, it was a small, quiet neighborhood, nothing interesting ever happened here although all of the houses were quite big.I walked into my house and saw mom preparing for dinner and dad was setting the table, I did have a twin brother but he was probably in the shed fixing his BMX bike. My mom and dad didn't notice come in like always but i didn't care, i just walk upstairs and went into my room.A sigh escaped my lips as i went to get my violin. i didn't like playing in front of people, but i just loved to play it.Its one of the little things i actually enjoy doing.

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OK so i know its bad and all but don't judge i'm only writing to distract myself. But please comment if you liked it. ;P