I'm NOT crazy! I'm just.......Normal

like a Zombie!

chapter 16

I lay there in a pool of blood as i try and catch my breath. I let out a long groan as i try my best to sit up but failed and collapse back on the floor splashing the blood on the wall. "AHHHHHHH!" i scream at the top of my lungs as a gust of pain hits through my body, "CLICK!" i yell as i grab my stomach and close my eye's.

No answer.

I scream more as the pain comes crashing in on me. My once pale skin now died a deep red and my hair sticking to my forehead from the blood. I've never felt so much pain or felt so alone in my life! I was lay on the floor for about an hour before i had the strength to move, i staggered to my feet and grabbed hold of the kitchen counter using it to keep myself upright. I walked along the unit to the cabinet where all the medical supplies were, I pulled out a big clear tub which had all the band-aids in but stumbled a little and pulled out all the contents as i fell to my knees. A couple supplies fell from the cabinet and hit me on the head wich coursed me to growl in pain, i could feel more blood run down my head and dripped off my chin as i tried to get back up.I managed to pull myself up with the help of the counter and picked up a band-aid from the shelf, i put it back in the clear tub and started putting all the things in needed in as i put them in the tub one by one. I grabbed the tub and wobbled as i walked to the downstairs bathroom, I opened the door and walked to the mirror above the sink making sure i locked the door first.

I gasped at the sight of myself, i had blood pouring down my face in every wich way and many bruises on my cheeks and eye, my arm was clearly dislocated and was shaped inhumanly. I slammed my shoulder against the door frame gaining a loud crack and a sharp pain run throughout my body making me scream in pain once more. I don't know why i can feel pain all of a sudden or why click isn't here, but to be honest i just really want someone to comfort me. But i know that won't happen so all i can do for now is fix my injuries and hope my mom doesn't come home before I'm done. I grabbed the cloth and turn on the tap putting the cloth under and letting the water soak in. Once i drain the cloth out i start to wipe away all the blood trying to find the main source, I took in a sharp breath as i wiped over my head knowing that must be the spot where all the blood is coming from. I cleaned all the blood off of my face and saw that the wound needed stitches, i pulled out the sewing kit from the clear tub i brought with me and started to fix the cut, moaning and gasping in pain each time the needle pierced my skin. Once i was done i put a bandage around my head to make sure no dirt would go in it and then pulled my top off to fix my stomach, i wrapped another bandage around my stomach and put my top back on. I sat down next to the sink and pulled down my tights revealing bruises and cuts everywhere, i took another bandage and wrapped it around some of the more deep cuts on my right leg and put plastered on the ones that weren't so bad but still kept bleeding. I didn't want to put my tights back on so I put them in the washing basket and headed out the room to clean up all the blood and pick up all the stuff that fell out the cabinet.

Once I had cleaned all the blood up and put the cabinet back to normal the kitchen was clean and I went upstairs and sat on the edge of my bed putting my hands onto my ears to block out all the voices ( like the pic at the top). My dad left for work at (6:00AM) and my brother slept at a friends house last night but my mom and dad come home at (6:00PM)  I thought to myself trying to distract my thoughts. I know that I'm going to be told off for not going to school but I just couldn't find the strength to move, yet alone walk around a crowded hallway. The voices got louder and louder in my head until they were practically screaming at me, I grab my ears tighter trying to silence them. 

"FREAK!"

"MONSTER!" 

"YOUR EVILL!" 

"JUST DIE"

"YOU ARE NOT FOR THIS WORLD!"

"NO ONE WANTS YOU!"

The voices screamed and yelled at me making my head hurt. I bolted up from my bed and dashed to my headphones ignoring the pain in my body. I grabbed them off of the floor and slipped them on my ears turning on the music and playing it as loud as possible and holding them onto my ears. I started to sing along to the song to completely drain out the voices.

"SORRY I DONT I DON'T TREAT YOU LIKE A GODDESS, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO~ SORRY I DON'T TREAT YOU LIKE YOUR PERFECT LIKE ALL YOUR LITTLE LOYAL SUBJECTS DO, SORRY IM NOT MADE OF SUGER AM I NOT SWEET ENOUGH FOR YOU? IS THAT WHY YOU ALLWAYS AVOID ME? I MUST BE SUCH AN INCONVENIENCE TO YOU!"

"WELL~~"

I kept singing until the song finished and I had calmed down.But I continued to listen to music and sing along to each song as it came on. Suddenly my phone buzzed and I looked down to see that a strange number had sent me a text. 

Strange number: Hay Annabell, it's me Alex you know the one from across the road. So anyway I was wondering if you was okay and I just wanted to say sorry again.

How did he get my number? I didn't really care how he got it I just want to know, but anyway I answered him never the less.

Me: Hay, how'd you get my number?

I asked and walked to my bed. I looked at my clock wondering why he was talking to me it was (2:00 PM) he must be in a lesson so why is he talking to me? oh well, i don't care in fact I might like for him to get told off it would be funny.

Alex: oh right yea, well you see someone I know gave it to me his name is Danny Welson.

Damn it, Danny! I only had one friend in my first year of kindergarten and that was Danny but he moved to a different school when we moved to high school but he gave me his number so we could keep in touch. I decided to go and take a nap so I finished the conversation with Alex.

Me: Oh, well I have to go now sorry

Alex: No, wait, Annabell!

I didn't answer him and put my phone on charge. Making sure my door was locked I put my chair under the door handle from my desk, and crawled into my bed putting the covers over my head and drifting off to sleep.