Poetry Is Therapy

Sorry

The word love brought us together yet it tore us apart,

Hello was said but goodbye was never said,

Instead I disappeared on you,

Love remained between us but you got hurt.

You got hurt by my actions, by me trying to protect you

Not knowing that by that I was paving a way for me losing you.

I was hoping for you to actually understand something I was never going to understand,

I understand that was selfish of me but I just didn't want to lose you,

Believe me I didn't want to hurt you either,

but knowing you were far and probably never going to see me,

I thought forgetting about you was actually going to be easier than

Telling you that I'm actually with someone else.

At that time I never really thought about how you pulled me

up when I was literally drowning in my own tears,

I never thought about the time you took collecting and

putting together the pieces of my broken heart so I can actually love again,

I never really thought about the time you spent trying to

talk sense to me and trying to make me smile,

At that time I never really thought about how much

you've made me feel loved, cared for and worth something.

That was until you gave me a call, since that day I've blamed myself for everything,

I blame myself for things never working out between us but I hope you have forgiven

me for my selfish behaviour,

I hope you have forgiven me for hurting you when all you did was make me happy,

I hope you have found it in your heart to forgive me for everything.

Sorry is the only word I can ever say to you now,

Probably not the best one to use but just the only one,

I wish there was a better way or a better word

But here I am stuck with a pen and paper and all that I can write

is "SORRY".

I loved you; I love you and will stay loving you...take care