Pulchritudinous ➻ Joshler

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(n.)
A look shared between two people that the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin.

Josh turned a corner and walked down Satan's hallway towards his tutor. Taking his time obviously not wanting to be there, he never did anymore. He didn't see the point.

"Josh...you're late...again" Mr Watson sighed.

"Oh, i'm...really sorry" Josh apologised, genuinely sorry that he was late.

Taken back, Mr Watsons eyes expanded a great amount, clearly not expecting the kind apology that he'd received.

"-I-it's okay Josh, p-please take your seat" he stuttered his words out of pure shock, shaking his head at himself lightly as he flopped in his seat at his desk and pulled up the register; filling people in.

Josh nodded his head at Mr Watson, glad he'd accepted his apology, and walked towards his chair.

Tyler and Dean were both in their seats. Patrick wasn't. Maybe he was just sick today. Josh thought that he should send him a small text, just to make sure he was okay. He might've been a bit mean recently, but that doesn't mean that he doesn't care about them. He does. He just has a hard time showing it.

As he reached his seat next to Dean, sending a small smile towards Tyler, who sits in front of Deans seat, as their eyes crossed paths.

"Hey Josh."

Josh still wasn't used to actually having Dean being nice to him again...but he really needed some kindness at the moment so he decided not to linger on the thought.

"Hey..." Josh smiled lightly, still tired from hardly sleeping last night. His mind constantly interrupted him with thoughts of Tyler and how he would never be able to have him for his own.

"Are you okay?" The question was sincere and longing with nothing but care and concern.

"I'm just...tired, I'll be fine" he yawned as he rested his head upon his hands.

"Why don't you skip?"

"...I might have to, but...i'm trying to get everything back on track" Josh sighed.

"Ah, I see. Well, It's just half a day, you know? I'm sure that your not gonna miss a lot. Besides, it gets you out of that crappy after school club that we all have to deal with now until we finish our exams in a few months" Dean groaned jokingly.

"...I'll try and get though as many lessons as i can" Josh sighed. Giving up on trying to stay for the full day already; thinking about how much longer the day had yet to drag on.

"Okay...just...make sure you get some rest" Dean sighed.

The bell rang signalling for them to start moving to the next lesson. Josh was surprised that Mr Watson had just let them yap on today, but he said nothing as he made his way to Art. Where he sat next to Tyler. Oh god. He forgot about that. Tyler.

It hadn't been long since they accidentally stumbled across each other and Josh didn't understand how he could feel this way about someone in such a small amount of time.

"Hi Josh" Tyler blushed as Josh pulled up a chair beside him.

"Hey, you okay?"

Tyler gave a small smile and a timid nod before looking down to where his hands were fiddling with his black jumper's sleeves, which had hung over his dainty feminine hands, covering even more of his beautiful skin.