I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

Im sorry.

She sighed but walked away from the door, indicating she would let me explain.

"Im really sorry you had to find out like this. I guess i just didnt know how to say it because i didnt want you to treath me as everybody else when the found out." I said, crying.

I lloked at her and i saw her staring at me, "So it really is you? Youre Mika?"

"Yes, i am. My real name is Michael Holbrook Penniman but my 'stage' name is Mika."

"I cant believe you would hide something this big for me. i thought we were friends?!" she suddenly yelled at me and i couldnt blame her.

"Im sorry." I mumbled.

"Why didnt you just tell me? You could trust me you know?"

"I dont know, like i said i was afraid you would treath me diferently. And i know i can trust you and i do, i was just scared."

She kept on staring at me and when i was about to say something she opened her mouth and said: "Im sotry, i thought we were friends. I thought i could trust me but apperently not. And i cant and i wont ever forgive you this. Im sorry."

"What? No! Please!? I cant do without you! Im sorry i didnt tell you but please dont leave me!"

"Im sorry." She said again and i started to cry.

"I want you to leave now and i never want to see you again." She mumbled in a small voice.

I nodded slighlty and turned towards the door, not leavind before mumbling a small "Im sorry".

Walking out the door i not only left my best friend behind, i also left a part of me behind.

The part which became important to me the last few years, Michael; the gay nerd with the glasses.

This was the day they found out.

I hurt my best friend, the only true friend i would ever have.

I lost my identity as Michael.

And most important of all i lost the most loving, adoring and commited fan i would ever have, Felicity aka @MikaGoldenBoy aka my best friend.

A/N: Heey my lovely readers, I know this is short but it will make sence in the next upcoming chapters! Thank you for reading this story, for voting and commenting! It means a lot! Bye, love you! X