I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

Flashbacks to High School.

<pre style="line-height: 21.299999237060547px; white-space: normal; color: #444444; font-size: 15px; text-align: start;">"Felicity! Lets go! Dont wanna be late on your first day!!" I yelled at her, her mum let me in since i pick up Lis every day for school and today was first day of second year but Felicity wouldnt come out of her room.

"I have norhing to wear! Please M help me!" She said, sounding pretty desparate.

I knocked on her room door and she unlocked it, "please help me."

"Ofcourse! I have an idea!" I said while walking in to her room.

Last week i had a photo shoot which left me with all kinds of ideas for a new style, not i could wear it to school thouhg.

And i figured maybe i could try something on Lis.

I grabbed a plaid shirt out of her closet and a brown skinny jean.

Handing it to her i went through her jeweley and found a few long necklaces in all kinds of colors.

She purreverything on and i gave her her black boots and styled her hair; curls.

After everything was done she looked in the mirror and gasped, "OMG! Miche! This looks amazing!! Thank god i found you!" She said hugging me.

There went a thought through my mind that with that sentence i could write a song but i quickly pushed it away, i couldnt think as Mika now i was Michael, a nerd; a nobody.

I simply smiled at her and dragged her down the stairs, "Lets go! We are gonna be late!"

She chuckled but went along with me.

Walking in to the school, two minites before the bell would ring, everybody looked at us.

I knew thy were looking at Lis but i always am scared that they would have figured my secret out.

Next to me Felicity turned bright red, "Is there something in my face or something?", she whispered when we were at my locker.

I signed back cause you know i couldnt talk, "No! Its because you are hot!"

She blushed even more, "But i only changed my clothes!" 

I just shrugghed at that cause i disnt have something to say to that, thats the only thing i did too when i would turn to Mika.

I wondered if i could ever go to school as the real me, as Mika.

Little did i know that over a year later i would just do at only at the other side of the world.

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We arrived in America two days before my last year of high school would start.

To sat i was nervous was a bit od an understatement cause i was freaking out.

This would be the first time i could go to school as Mika ofcourse a few people knew me here, there were two music videos out already.

But i didnt worry about that, i would have a change to be myself at school and that made me want to go to school.

The only worry that i had was that they wont like me, what if i am to different?

Driving to school i turned on the radio and to my surprise my song 'Kick Ass' started playing, besides the fact i hated the fact this song meant the end of an amazing friendship i still found it encouraging.

Weird right, i both hated and lived the song.

Getting out of my car when i arrived at my new school i put in my earphones and started up the songs i had for my new album so far.

Nobody had to know i was the one singing them maybe if i made friends i could make them listen to it and if they would like it it would mean i got some fans in the US.

Thats exactly how it went, i made a couple of friends and they asked what music i listenend to so i let them listen to the songs that were out so far, the album and 'Kick Ass'.

They loved it and asked who it was, i just said "Its this English sing and songwriter, only famous in the UK so far." 

They bought it and started asking questions about him and of course my stupid self said he also had to music videos. 

I didnt know that would mean they would emmidiatly search for them on YouTube.

Then i had to tell them and they were all surprised and shocked but loved the fact i already had made it at only 16.

They didnt know it was the reason why i moved to the Us but they didnt need to know.

It was one of the music assignments we had, to sing or play an instrument in front of the whole school, that my friends encouraged me to write a song and perform it.

I agreed, not aware of the fact there were a few MikaFreaks at this school.

To make a long story short, my whole school knew who i was in no time and i had girls flirting with me 24/7.

And i truly thank the god who ever is up there that the assignment was at the end of the school year so i only had to deal with it for around 2 weeks.

After my graduation i decided to meet with my managers and start with my music again.

I told them what happened in America and they actually found it amazing, i made myself popular on the other side of the world.

And still if i could go back in time i would choose for a normal high school time.

Dont get me wrong, i wouldnt miss this, the tour and the fans, but i just wished it may have happend a few years later.

A/N: For the onces who didnt notice, this chapter is kind of a flashback....dont know if its any good...cant actually write them.....<#</pre>