I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

London, England [part 1]

Sadly enough the morning of me leaving on tour came way to fast.

Yesterday evening had been amazing, just with my family.

Now we were waiting on Tom to arrive so we could leave and he was late, i hope he doesnt do that often.

"Finally, there he is!" My manager said with anger in his voice.

I smiled when i saw him, he was caring a huge suitcase but as soon as he came closer my smile fell from my face; Felicity was walking behind him.

Why was she here? Well i guess she is his girlfriend and he wanted her to come but she is also his manager which is so weird.

"Heey Tom! How are you? Ready for the road?" I asked, trying to act joyfull because the half of me was and the other half was dying a little.

"Heey Miche! Is it okay to call you that? Hell yes i am!" He answered bouncing from happyness.

I internally groaned at the nickname and smiled, "Yeah, sure."

-

First stop was London and to make it even worse it would be the venue i did the performance where i got Felicity on the stage with me.

The drive to the airport was silent and short with me talking to the driver who was an old middle aged but nice and funny man.

Tom and Felicity were talking but i could see that her smile didnt reach her eyes, which meant that she was upset and i know for sure what thats about.

Getting out of the bus i was jumped on by a bunch of fans, they were shouting so loud i thought my ears were going to explode.

"Mika! Mika! We love you!" They screamed and i smiled, i really loved my fans.

I signed some autographs and took some photos, when i was heading for the entrance of the airport one of the signs got my attention.

 "Wake up in the morning Stumble on my life Cant get no love Without sacrifice" They sign read.

It were the favorite lyrics of Felicity, walking up to the girl i smiled.

"Hello love, whats your name?" I asked and she blushed.

"Fenna." She stuttert.

I asked her something and she happily agreed so i called a gaurd of mine and said "Take her to Tom."

But before they could walk away i asked Fenna, "Do you have tickets love? For the concert i give here in a few months?"

She shook her head with a sad face and looked down.

"Here you go!" I said, handing her two tickets for the concert.

Her face went from shock to happiness and before i knew it i was attacked in a hug.

She let go and went with the security gaurd.

I turned around and was about to go inside but desided to just wait and see how they would react.

"Are you @MikaGoldenBoy?" I heard Fenna ask and Felicitys face was just utter confusion.

Then realisation hit her and she nodded.

"I had to give you this." Fenna handed Felicity the sign and smiled.

"Why?" Felicity asked still confused.

"He didnt say, he just said he thought you might like it."

-

Arriving in London felt better then i had expected, it felt like home.

Tonight i was gonna meet David here since he was on holiday for the week with his boyfriend and we are gonna fullfill my plan.

The concert would be at the place were i last performed when i was in London and hat was in senior year of high school.

"Good to have you back Michael!" I suddenly heard when i walked in to the mall next to the concertbuilding.

Looking behind me i saw one of the shop owners smile at me.

"Im glad to be back!" I said happily although it was true it felt like i was lying.

When i was done with the small talk i went to my dressing room.

I was changing when there was a sudden knock on my door and it opened.

David walked in and smirked, "Looking fit!"

"I know!" I said winking, then we burst out in a fit of laughter.

I really missed him, im glad we can be friends after we broke up.

"So everything ready?!" He asked.

"Yeah, everything is right here." I said pointing to all the stuff on the couch.

-

An hour later i was about to go on stage and to say i was terryfied was an understatement.

I was shaking on my legs from the nerves, i dont get it i was never this nerveus.

Looking down at my clothes i frowned, i hadnt looked like this in years and it surely felt weird.

And i hope it would all be worth it.

"Mika, in 1, 2, 3 and off you go."