I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

London, England [part 2]

Walking out on stage I felt like I was making a huge mistake but I had to do it.

Everyone started sheering when they saw me and I smiled back.

Pointing to the monitors behind and besides me I thought, “What if they think its weird?”

All people laughed and looked at me curiously, clicking on the small device I had in my hand I changed the text from “Hi everyone!” to “Tonight I won’t talk to you, I will explain later.”

I saw them nod and heard them whisper among themselves and I changed the text again, “You see, I this is how I used to be.”

The looked at me again and I gestured towards my clothes and my hair, I heard a few laughs and continued, “I lived a double live, a life full of lies.”

They all awed  and once again I changed the text, “These lies cost me my most precious friendship.”

I think I saw a few people blink back a few tears and smiled at them, “I hope I can make it right with this performance.”

They all clapped and cheered and I had faith that maybe I will get my friendship with Felicity back.

I looked sideways where I saw Tom, Felicity and David.

David stood with a huge grin on his face and gave me the thumbs up, Tom was just confused and Felicity just looked like she just had seen a ghost.

“Now I will sing a new song, I wrote it a long time ago.”

The music started and I concentrated on the music.

“…My problem, I never was a model,

I never was a scholar, but you were always popular…”

“…Picking on me like a dinner plate

You hid during classes and in between them

Dunked me in the toilets now it's you that cleans them…”

I finished and people started clapping, I guess they like it.

“Now I will sing the song which cost me my friendship.”

Looking at Felicity I smiled softly but she just looked at me in confusion.

“…We are young

We are strong

We're not looking for where we belong…”

“…With a crash and burn

We could make it better

Turn it upside down

Just you and me…”

I never sang this song again after what happened and this was really depressing but I smiled at the public.

“My final song will be for her since it’s her favorite.” I now said out loud and people went nuts, I guess they missed me making jokes or something.

“…This is the way you left me

I'm not pretending

No hope, no love, no glory

No happy ending…”

Ending the song by taking my glasses of and pouring water over my head I changed back to the way Felicity discovered it was me.

“Thank you London! You were amazing!” I finally said and ran backstage.

Going straight to my dressing room I was mad at myself, it didn’t work, she still hates me and still won’t talk to me.

Suddenly the door slammed open and Felicity ran in, colliding with my body she hugged me.

To say I was confused by all this was an understatement.

“What? Felicity? Are you  okay?” I said, after all those years still worried about her.

I felt her shake her head and I frowned.

“What’s wrong then? Besides the point you are hugging me while you hate me.”

“I don’t hate you, I never hated you.” She said in a small voice.

How more she said how more confused I got.

“I’m sorry but I don’t get it. You don’t hate me? You should though, I screwed up.”

She pulled back out of our embrace and whipped her eyes, “I don’t hate you, I couldn’t. I was just angry you didn’t tell me but soon I realized you did it to have a normal life, well a chance at one. But when I wanted to talk to you they said you moved. To AMERICA!! What were you thinking? Leaving me alone?”

She started of softly but her voice rose while she was speaking.

“Well, you wouldn’t talk to me and in America they didn’t know me yet and my parents thought it was best to go there.”

A small tear slipped down my cheek, jeez I’m such a baby always crying if I get sad, and whispered, “I’m sorry. But you have to understand I didn’t want to hurt you.”

She nodded understandingly and hugged me again, “I missed you so much, well Michael I mean.”

I chuckled at that, “Love, I am Michael only with a stage name and curly hair. And btw, I missed you too!”

She hugged me tighter and I realized I got my best friend back, “So is it going to be as before?”

She pulled back and smiled at me, “Yes, you’re stuck with me now!”

“Pinky promise?” I asked smiling.

“Pinky promise!”

If people would walk in right now they would think we are a couple.

And just at that moment David came in, “Honey, you did great but I don’t think it w-“

He stopped talking when he saw Felicity and looked apologizing at me.

I laughed at him, he would always make things awkward.

“Honey? Are you together? Who are you?” Felicity asked confused and shocked, going in to protective friend mote.

“Well, I could ask you the same. But I’m David. No we are not together, not anymore at least.” He said.

Felicity smiled, satisfied with his explanation and said, “I’m Felicity, Mich-Mika’s best friend.”

He laughed, “Why do you call him Mika?”

“Well, i-uhmm- I thought you called him that since you know had a relationship after he came to America.”

“No sweetie, I call him Michael too!” He said and looked at his watch, “I sorry but I have to go Noah is waiting, bye love and bye Felicity.”

He waved while walking away and left me and Felicity alone again.

“You have some explaining to do!” She said sternly.

“Me? Says the woman who is dating a pop star.”

“I think it’s a good thing then that we have to drive a long way.”

“I think so too.”

And with that we linked arms and went to the bus.

I got my best friend back and things are looking up for once!

A/N: Hello lovelies (i think im going to call my readers that), let me know which country/city you want them to go next and i will write it! I need at least, threee other coutries! Love you all, bye! <3