I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

Feelings, love and what not.

Felicity’s Pov….

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We are delited to invite you to the wedding of

Tom Odell & Felicity Smith

On 26.10.2013.

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Looking down at the piece of paper in my hand i smiled at the memories of the wedding. It would be 5 months soon. And i still cant believethat i am allowed to call myself Mrs. Odell.  The memories and flaskbacks keep going on and on in my head. It really was the perfect day.

*Flashbacks*

*5 months before the wedding*

Me and Tom were on a plain back to England. The tour had ended just a few days ago and we were exhausted but more than happy. When we would arrive in England we would start to look for locations for the wedding. Its so unreal, in a few months i would be Mrs. Odell and i would be married to Tom. We already picked out a date, 26.10.2013, cause thats the day we met a few years ago.

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*3 months before the wedding*

It has been three months since the tour ended. Tom and I had found the perfect location for the wedding and already started planning it a few weeks ago. It happens all so fast and it still hard to believe. My dress i had to pick out together with Michael, who lives in the UK again, because you know since my mum isnt here anymore and my dad remarried. Not that i minded though cause Michael has a great taste. It was the perfect dress and Michael even bought it for me, with a lot of protest from me but he just said, “Think of it as an early wedding present”. Did i mention Jake and Michael are together now? I dont like that, not one single bit, cause i dont trust Jake, its like he is hiding something. Michael says he lloves him so i just go along with it but im going to figure it out. Anyways, back to the wedding. Its going to be at a little castle, just perfect, and we are going on a surprise honey moon which Michael also planned.

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*The wedding (sort of)*

I have never been this nervous in my life before. Right now i was standing in my room, Michael helping me in my dress, with tears in his eyes may i add. “Why are you crying?” I ask. “Im sorry. Its just…i just got you back and now im losing you again. Dont get me wrong i love you borh but i missed you so much all those years.” He is so sweet. How did i get so lucky to have a friend like him? “Dont cry! Im going to ruin my makeup.” I said while pulling him in for a hug. “Youre not going to lose me. I will still be here and we will make up for all the lost time, i promise.” We both let go and he flashed me a smile. Suddenly Jake came in, “Wow! You look amazing Felicity.” He said, stunned. I blushed at the remark but gave hima fake smile. I still dont trust him. Michael walked to him and kissed him softly on his lips. “She does, doesnt she?” He said and Jake nodded. I sear i could see a quilty look on his face. Then David came in, dont ask me why he is here, apparently Tom and him know each other from some kind of capm and are friends, “Are you ready? You look amazing btw.” He said while walking to me. I blushed once again but now i could smile a real smile. I really liked him and it would be perfect if him and Michael would get back together. I looked over David his shoulder, since he was still hugging me, and looked at Michael and i could see the sad look on his face. What? Why was he sad? I made a mental note to ask it later on. David released me and hooked his arm through mine. He really was amazing. I smiled up at him and he started leading me to the door. “Are you coming?” I said to Michael and Jake who stood there, unmoving. “Uhm, yeah just a sec.” Michael seemed to snap out of his trance. I nodded unsure but left the room anyway. The house was empty since i agreed to meet everyone at the castle. I was about to leave the house when i heard jelling.“Dont you understand! I like you but i cant be with you if im in love with somebody else!”. It was Michael. What was he on about? “Well, he doesnt love you cause he just ignored you! Or didnt he?”. Jake shouted back. Where and who the hell were they talking about? “And you know what? I dont even care about you!” Jake yelled once again and i started to get furious. How could he talk to Michael like that? “Then leave! I dont need you anymore!” Michael yelled again. Why did he say that? He loved Jake right? Oh well aparently not cause he just said that he liked him but he loved somebody else. “Yeah! I will! And you go to your little boyfriend! Cause you mean so much to him that he just ignored you the whole time he was here!!” Jake yelled and i started to understand. They were talking about David! Thats amazing! This means David and Michael can get back together since David broke up with his boyfriend when we were on tour. Only i know the reason behind that and juts let that reason be Michael. “He isnt my boyfriend! He doesnt even care about me anymore!” Michael yelled and i could hear he was in tears. “Well, that makes two of us!” Jake yelled and before i knew it there were footsstpes on the stairs. “No! Please jake dont leave! I didnt mean any of that! Please dont leave me. I wont have anybody else.” Michael said while rushing after Jake off of the stairs. “Then just stay alone! You are not worth my time anymore!” Were the last things Jake yelled before the left the house, running and furious. Behind me i could hear Michael sobbing and even before he reached the bottom of the stairs he let himself slide down on it. He burried his head in his hands and cried louder. I walked to him and grabbed my hands in my hands. He looked up and a look of guilt spread over his face. “Omg! Im sorry i thought you were gone already. You werent suposse to hear any of that.” He whispered the last part. “Listen sweetheart, he wasnt worth it. He was a jerk and you can do so much beter. “ He sniffled again and breathed out. “Thank you Lis. Im sorry for ruining your day.” He said apologic. “Ruin it? You made it better! I hated that lad! Im glad he is gone!” i laughed trying to get the guilt off of his face. He smiled a little and then seemed to realise David was still there. He was standing at the door with his arms folded over hid chest leaning against the doorframe. “Omg. Im so ashamed right now.” He said while starting to get up. He walked to the door and tried to open it but David stopped him by grabbing his wrist. “You meant what you said? You still love me?” He asked in awwe. Michael turned an even deeper colr of red and nodded slightly, looking at teh ground. “Good.” I could hear David say while he grabbed Michael chin and kissed him. This may be the best present i could get for my wedding. Because i knew how happy Michael was with David and how miserable he was at the beginning of the tour. They seperated and Michael was confused, you could tell from meters away, “What was that?” David chuckled softly. “It was me asking if you wantd me back?” I was beyoond happy. I looked at Michael and he looked at me, suprise in his eyes, and i just gestured to him to say yes. He opened his mouth and said, “…..

A/N: So this was the first part of the day and the next chapter will be the real wedding i promise. I hope you like it!