I'm not who I was...[Mika/Tom Odell Fanfic] ✔️

Michael and Jake / love or heartbreak?!

The smile vanished of his face when I said this, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing serious I mean, well it is but anyways. I wanted to know if you know Mika?"

The smile reappeared and he said, "Of course I do! He is my idol, his story is so inspiring."

I groaned inside, wait? What story?

"Wait, where are you talking about? What story?" I asked, confused.

"You dont know? Do you even know Mika?" He said, stunned as it was weird i didnt know the story.

I chuckled at that, if he only knew.

"Of course i know him. He is like one of the biggest popstart right now."

It felt kinda weird talking about myself like that but i wanted to know that story.

"I know right! But anyways, so the rumour goes he got bullied at his school in England so he moved to America and finished his high school there but then there is the other side of the story which says he left England because he lost his best friend which he confirmed during one of his last concerts but thats not what makes him my idol though. He gave me the strenght to be who i am, a boy who happens to like boys."

He finished his little speech and i was speechless, i gave him the strenght to come out and be hisself?

"Wow! Im speechless, he really gave you the strenght to do that?"

He nodded with a shy smile and said, "Yes he did. But you wanted to tell me something?"

"Yeahh about that....i dont know how im going to tell you this after what you just told me...."

"Just tell me! I bet its better then the lame story i just told you."

"Youre story wasnt lame. Its inspiring actually."

He blushed at that and he smiled shyly, "thank you."

I smiled back and began, "well you have to know that the story you just told me about him in partly true. He was bullied in high school in England and yes he lost his best friend but that was just because he didnt tell her he was Mika and he regrets that fact every single day and then his family moved to America to start over and he finished high school but while he did he stopped making music cause he wanted a normal life but then he realised music was his life so i went back to the studios and started recording again."

He was shocked with my little outburst and suddenly said, "Wait! Did you say I?!"

I nodded slowly and he gasped, "i dont understand."

"Well its actually kind of simple. My name is Michael but for the world i am Mika."

He was still shocked, "How do i now youre not just joking with me?"

I chuckled, he is so cute.

"Ask away!" I said and a frown made his way to his face.

"Uhmmm, what is the next country 'you' are going to on 'your' tour?"

I chuckled, im pretty sure the whole world knows that but anyhow, "Im going to Czech and then America."

He nodded and asked, "How long before 'your' tour ends?"

"3 months cause im touring all the states of America."

"Okay so now personal questions...whats 'your' favorite color?"

I poundered, i know i said it onces in an interview but it changes every day, "Blue and yellow."

He nodded once again and continued, "So i guess you are telling the truth."