Passing Through Love.

Is that a heart I see? Or just a bloody rib?

|||||||||||||||Chapter Six :Is that a heart I see? or just a bloody rib? |||||||||||||||

Two days till the tests degrees are known.Two days till everyone decide wether or not they will go.And finally a day to let the school arrange everything.Exactly five days till we would be able to be on the plane to Hawii.Hopefully.It all depended on our test results now.

It was only just last night when I knew about Mira and after we left the library,I had spent all the day with her,talking about random stuff,laughing, joking,getting to know her better.

It was only yesterday that I truly started to talk with her but that was all what it took to trust her.just like that she became like  Olivia and Nora to me.Our relationship as friends was heading in a good way.or atleast that's what I hoped for.

It was the first day of the five days.It was more like a count down to me.I really really wanted to go to Hawaii.I did go there before,on my fifteenth birthday,three years ago.But this time it would be different.If possible,this time all my friends will be with me.

"See you after Bio"Nora said as she ,Leo and Mira left for their lesson.

I had discovered that I wasn't the only dump one here.Leo and Nora were both with Mira in Bio yet they never knew she was Chris' younger sister.Atleast not till I broke the news.

Nodding at them I bit on my lower lip,trying to decide what to do.Nathan was in the library studying. Livvie was sleeping,she needed rest after three hours of chemistry with our creepy teacher.And well the three others just left for Bio.The only two left were Chris and Lora.Chris had told us he  was going to town because he needed new clothes and to my great surprise Lora's excuse was that she was going to meet her new date tonight.I couldn't believe she had found a new boyfriend that fast.But I couldn't blame her.The girl was something for the boys to look at.

I was normally a well known girl in college.Just like how I was in high school.But although I knew almost everyone and whenever I walked I was stopped by someone greeting me.I never enjoyed spending time except with my best friends.I mean I would stay with a group of girls I barely knew and talk about nonsense till the morning but I won't truly enjoy it.

I was considering following Livvie and going to our apartment to sleep as well, but then I decided other wise.Maybe the chemistry was devilous but I didn't want to waste the rest of the day sleeping.

I wasn't aware I was walking around while thinking,till I stopped in front of the music room.Biting on my lower lip again,I knocked multiple times,hoping for a professor to open the door or atleast know the room is empty.

Just like I hoped the room was empty and I sneaked inside,closing the door behind me.I didn't want anyone to find me here.I wanted to enjoy some peace and quit.

Smiling to myself,I sat down on one of the chairs,in the many rows that stood in front of the small stage in the end of the room.There were loads of musical instruments there on the stage.Starting from small drums to electric guitars to grand pianos.Thinking for a minute,I pulled my Ipad out of my small back bag and instantly got on youtube.

I always enjoyed listening to music while being alone .Yet I couldn't stop the feeling of irony to be listening to music in the music room.I wasn't even aware what I was listening to.My mind was in a whole other place.

I wasn't sure what brought that up in my mind too,but soon I was thinking of mom and Mathew.

I remembered how my mom would sit on my bed with me in front of her as she braided my hair.I remembered how much I complained about that ,as it always took long to braid my long hair.And well,I was an impatient child.I kept remembering and soon I was lost in one of the memories.