Passing Through Love.

Admitting what's in the heart

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I had spent the rest of the night with Nate and the two new surprisngly disgusting couples,Nora and Leo ,Chris and Lora.Chris and Lora were acting more mature than I ever thought Lora could act but on the other hand,Leo and Nora were laughing,kissing and joking like nothing happened.I was just sitting there in front of the fire enjoying the silence.I knew that while  we were exploring the boys agreed that the boys will make tents while the girls sleep in the plane,and they did make the tents and prepared them for sleep .It was just about three hours later when I heard Chris and Nate look at each other then get up ''Time to sleep'' They both said in the same time and they didn't even joke about it afterwards ,and I started to wonder if Chris and Nate took it as their responsibility to be the leaders.And what about the stupid Pilot? ...They said he had too went to explore but on his own and he hadn't shown up since then

Obeying anyway,I walked in the plane with the other girls.Livvie had her arm in mine,she had a very foolish grin on her face and I couldn't explain why.When we got inside,we saw Liam and Mira sleeping on two of the chairs,she had her head on his shoulder and his hand was holding hers,she even had his jacket on.They both looked so peaceful while they slept but I found myself concentrating more on Liam.His face was not that pale anymore,it had regained some colors,his lips were slightly parted,he was breathing peacefully,he looked like a normal 18 year old boy in his first year of college.Smiling,me and the girls didn't have the heart to wake him or Mira up so he could join the boys outside,instead I was surprised that we all agreed that it's okay for him to stay the night here.We even didn't put on our nightgowns,we just wore more comfortable clothes and  went to sleep.

The next five days passed so slowly that they felt like years not days.The creepiness and the panic around us was starting to overwhelm me,I was surrounded by boys panicking and girls crying daily ,and so after the first day I found myself running to the water,sitting at the end of the sand and hugging my knees to my chest.I didn't want to let myself panic too.It won't help anyone to panic,it won't get us back home,it won't help anyone ..it won't. I kept thinking to myself but it was useless.

It wasn't until Liam came to me on the third day ,and we started to talk , that I felt slightly better.We would sit near the water,the waves touching our feet ,and talk all day long till it's time to sleep.I found myself knowing alot about him and telling him alot of things,we had stopped teasing each others,we even talked about some private things ,like the first kiss we shared with someone and how it was.I knew alot about his family ,or atleast his parents..okay ,only his mother.He never talked about his father and that made me wonder why,but I wasn't brave enough to ask him,I didn't want to step over his invisible line.But in those two and half days,I realized that I actually liked him..more than liked him.I cared for him,a bit too much maybe.

It was the seventh day already.I got up,washed my face and hands,combed my hair and opened one of my suitcases.My acts were robotic,I was truly acting robotic lately...just like how Liam described me once. Sighing,I took out my red shorts and my white shirt.I put them on and looked at myself in the small mirror I brought.The shirt was sleevless and it had ' Kiss me or Kill me? ' written in red on it.I never understood what the quote was about but I liked it.It was like the girl was challenging her enemy to love her or just kill her.

I walked out to the beach,my hair flowing behind me.I sat down on the sand and hugged my knees to my chest,like always.I rested my chin on my knees and looked at the horizon.Watching the beautiful colors of the sky.

''Good morning..''Liam said after about half an hour. I didn't look at him,but his voice was well known to me now.I could even tell from his tone of voice that he was in  a good mood today.