Passing Through Love.

A Symphony Under The Stars

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Opening my eyes,I took a deep breath then closed them again,just as everything that happened last night came back to me.Turning to my side,I opened my eyes again,and just as I expected,he was here.

Sitting up,I held the cover tight to my chest,covering my body.Looking down at him,I tucked a lock of  my hair behind my ear.He lay still,one arm laying ontop of his stomach while the other stayed on his forehead,his normal way to sleep. Biting down on my bottom lip,I reached  out with my hand,letting my fingers slowly trace his bare chest.His breath hitched,causing my hand to freeze on his chest for a second till he relaxed.Tilting my head to the side,I leaned closer,tracing small circles on his chest,watching him as he slept.

We were in my room,In my beach house.It was already early in the morning,the sun had shone and the whole room was lit by its rays. Seeing his arm move away from his forehead,I blinked,quickly pulling my hand away and laying down again,closing my eyes,deciding that I wouldn't tell him I woke up now.I kept my eyes closed,my breathing slow and steady ,till I heard his voice. 

''I missed waking up to you beside me like this''He said,his voice heavy with sleepness.''I know you're awake by the way''He added a few seconds later when I didn't respond.

Opening my eyes I was met with magnetic pair of pure green eyes.We kept looking into each other's eyes for a few seconds,blue to green,like it had always been. 

''Well,since that didn't work...Good morning..''He said after a minute,causing a giggle to escape my lips.

''Now,that's better''He said,smiling his small happy smile.

''Good morning..''I whispered then took a deep breath,the smile leaving my face. 

We kept looking at each other for another minute,before he lay back down,wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulled my close to him.

''I love you..''He said causing me to close my eyes tight just by hearing him say those words. ''And,I know you love me as well...''He added after a second.

Giving up,I leaned closer,resting my head on his chest,and he immediately tightened his arm around me.I kept my eyes closed,and even though I'd not say it out loud,I felt safe,happy,peaceful,a sensation I haven't felt since he showed up in my life again. 

''I hate you..''I admitted ,my voice barely above a whisper.

''You love me..''He disagreed and I knew he was looking down at me. 

''I hate you..''I contradicted him,frowning slightly ''I hate you,I hate myself...I hate that I love you,I hate myself for loving you''I explained,the frown not leaving my face.

''So at the end you do love me..''He exclaimed causing me to let out a deep sigh.

I had no more reasons to fight,I didn't feel angry or annoyed,I barely felt a thing,I was almost numb.