Heroin

Chapter ten

|| AH GOMENASAI GOMENASAI i made a role play account on instagram and i totally forgot about my stories
^~^' im so sorry. Also im really sorry about typos. I have a dysexic problem ;-; and it just started getting really bad||

"What are you doing!?" Eren cried, holding levi up as best as he could and dragging him over to the bed.

He scanned the perimeter, quickly finding needles, and liquor bottles thrown about.

"Levi!" Eren called, climbing ontop of his lifeless body. "Levi wake up!"

Eren gently batted at the older males cheeks acouple times before his eyes fluttered open. The brunette sighed in releif, forgetting about how badly levi was screwing up and hugging him, burying his face in the crook of the others neck.

"Eren...?" Levi muttered, in slight confusion.

His fingers hesitantly lace into the brunette locks, gently pulling him closer. Levi smelt of vodka, and grape wine, and beer, and marijuana, and so many other things that eren wasnt going to ask about.

Levi's eyes were glazed over, he was barely coherant. Otherwise you better believe he would be crying at erens feet. But right now was not the time.

"God... Your a mess..." Eren whispered, pulling away and looking over the male.

Levi responded with a lazy grunt, his eyes fluttering shut again and his head lolling to the side.

Eren sighed and stood up. "We have to get you out of here," he explained, to himself mostly "if someone finds you like this they'll take you to jail with no hesitation."

He held the smaller boys waist, and pulled him off of the bed. Levis knees buckled instantly, causeing eren to have to support him. The younger boy sighed in irritation, and swiftly pulled levi onto his back. He was heavier than expected.

"Your a stupid son of a bitch." Eren muttered, rolling his eyes.

Levi didnt respond. To shocked and confused to say anything except the constant repitition of his loves name.

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Eren broke through the door. Not literally, but he opened it and stepped inside to his small apartment.

"Adam im home!" He called, rushing into his bedroom before the older brother could see him and his drug/alcohol endosed friend.

He layed him comfortably in the bed, levis head lolling against the pillow.

"Levi~" eren whispered, crawling into bed beside him, and trying to wake him.

No responce.

With pure, horrid anxiety, eren got up. What if levi overdosed? What if the liquor and the drugs didnt mix well and he died? Eren quickly got up, scampering out of his room towards the kitchen and trying to stay calm. Levi smelt terrible. Like he hadnt washed in a few days, and when he did he bathed himself in beer. 'Stupid.' Eren thought, though he had the best intentions for that man. Because of course he loved him, still after all this trouble. Thats the only reason he went to see him if course. He wanted levi back.

Eren filled a glass with water, and made his way back into his bedroom.

"Levi..." He begged, softly.

Levi had to wake up. And he did, with a gasp for air, and an out burst if panics.

"Eren!" He gasped, sitting up and looking at the face he'd grown to love.

The brunette smiled, gently taking his bottom lip between his teeth and chewing on it. He wanted to kiss levi so badly, but all the sudden the drug endosed male started crying.

"Im sorry!" The older man sobbed, it was as if he had picked up the begging from the night they broke up. "I payed them back! I fixed it! Please dont leave me."

Eren was almost shocked. but overwhelmed with joy that levi wanted him back as well. words couldnt express what a bad mistake he'd made breaking up with levi.

"i promise ill do better!" levi cried, continuing on his ranting. eren wondered how long he could go without shutting up. only, he didnt have time to wait.

he wanted- needed levi's lips against his. now.

"levi, you idiot..." he muttered, leaning forward just abit, enough to let levi guess what he wanted. if all went well, levi was sober, or smart enough to know eren wanted to kiss him. and so, he did. levi cut off his begging, with just enough brains left to close the space between them. his skinny, pale-grey fingers, lacing in and out of his erens hair.

either levi wasnt as incoherent as eren had thought, or he was just taking a drunken leap of faith, intet with rejecton. anything to feel that ever so gentle spark that erens kisses gave him. it wouldnt be surprising if the second one was true, because eren already felt tipsy off the heated, kiss, and the alcohol that slipped from levi's tongue onto eren's, and into his system, making him dizzy. no words could explain how monumental of a mistake it was to leave him, this perfect, helpless, misguided man, who's only love in the world was eren, and only hobby was drugs and liquor. this ray of sunshine had ordered coffee right into his barely beating heart, and turned his world right-side up.

finally pulling away, the two boys panted slightly. it was hard to breathe and make up for the two or so weeks of lacking kisses.

"your not mad?" levi asked quietly, his pupils bigger than the grey in his eyes. god, he was migher than the empire state building.

"im pissed..." eren admitted, giving a weak chuckle to lighten the mood.

levi smiled, thats exactly what he wanted to hear. his eren wouldve never been okaywith the state he was him. his eren wouldve yelled at him, which he did, and cried, which he just started doing. his eyes slowly filling with tears and pouring past his eyelashes in silent sobbs, covered with small smiles.

"eren..." levi muttered, with a slight giggle. he laced his hand to the back of erens neck, and pulled their foreheads together.

"im sorry..." eren whispered, now the one begging for foregiveness.

levi brushed it off with a small shake of his head, and kissed eren gently. "you cant just leave me like that,"

eren nodded, ignoring the fact that levi now seemed abnormally sober, and bit his lip as a tear rolled down his cheek.

levi took a shakey breath, his heart fluttering, and beating out of his chest. he couldnt loose eren again. it still hurt to much, "you cant just leave me... we're forever"

||SOO SORRY ITS A SHIT CHAPTER UGGHHHH I KNOW YOU WAITED FOR AN UPDATE AND ITS SHIT BUT IM TRYING.

anyway so i know how this will end... which will probally be in.... two...three chapters? i just need to figure out how to get frm here to there smoothly B) LOL

ALSO IM SORRY FOR TYPOS I WROTE THIS REALLY QUICKLY AND MY BRAIN DOESNT THINK WELL WITH COMPUTERS||