Heroin

Chapter eleven

|| im sorry. I have had no motivation recently with rp and what not. But im planning on writing more at night because the bags under my eyes just arent dark enough so i feel like i should waste away during this .-. Pretty much. I havent written this in awhile so forgive me if this chapter doesnt fir the story as well, i forgot some of the plot but i remember how it was going to end. Im so sorry >< ||

-im going to start it a month later or so-

A month later or so, everything seemed back to normal. Eren was still keeping his and Levis relationship subtle around Erens brother, Levi didnt have a job, and Eren was... Erens just adorable. Thats his only purpose in life. To spread joy to all those around the world and shower despair with cutesy flowers.

"Quit..." Eren whispered againt Levi's lips, a small giggle in his voice as he turns his head, trying to block the small kisses that Levi peppered all over his face. But Levi just continued, pecking his cheek, and nose, and ear, and down his neck. Eren had to resort in pushing Levi away, two palms flat gainst the thin males chest.

"Accept love..." Levi muttered, and it looked like he was glaring, but it was just those naturally dead eyes. Now that he thought about it, Levi seemed born drowsy than ever before. Almost as if he were bored and monotoned. Could it be their relationship? They have sex at least.... Twice... A month... But at least they have sex at all! Its not the most pleasant feeling in the world, he should be grateful. Theres constant kissing, and they have alot to talk about, though most of the time when Eren says something Levi just looks at him like he's said the dumbest thing in the world, or he'll call him names. 'I thought it was funny!' Eren would claim anxiously, and Levi would agree. But he didnt look like he was having fun.

"You need to make friends..." Eren said, without thinking about what he was saying.

"I dont need friends. I like talking to you, and i like being alone," he replied simply, as if he had been expecting this statement. Levi shrugged it off, and tried proceeding with the kiss fest, but Eren pushed him away once more.

"Levi, im serious..." Eren muttered, "go out or something... You look lonely. One friend cant be enough..."

Levi is probally thinking 'i cant kiss all my friends' Eren can feel it in the awkward silence between them. Truth be told, if Levi did gain a friend, Eren would probally be jealous. But it didnt hurt to try...

"No."

There is really no changing this guys mind..... Eren frowns. Levi really seems depressed lately... But he's been doing really good with... Certain materials that will be unspoken of. Sure hes having withdrawls, but you can see that in his skin, and his body. His eyes, and his personality used to be so much different... This is something else. Its the same look he gets when talking about Petra... If he ever does... Its a look that says

'all my friends are dead.'

...maybe he wants to be too...

•|| OKAY thats only my starter to getting into writing again. Im just going to post it so its out there, but yeah. Yeah~ this will probally end in like one chapter~ //confetti flys everywhere// ||•