That's Not Me

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The cuckoo sings

to signify morning

the sun shines bright

the day is dawning.

Eyes fly open

and mine should follow

but my body is stiff

my shell feels hollow.

Why can't I move

aren't I awake

this must be a dream

it feels too fake.

But real it is

my spirit is flying

I don't understand

fate must be lying.

I reach out a hand

to caress my sunken face

I've been like this a while

adorned in black lace.

My body isn't mine

how it used to be

why are you mourning

this isn't me.

You scream out my name

but I don't understand

that body isn't mine

that's not my hand.

You leave me alone

with a single tear

but don't waste your efforts

I won't reappear.

My case is lowered

atop it, a single photograph

my last memory with you

before you walk a new path.

My spirit mixes with the misty morning

and joins the fog with a passing crow

the darkness is nothing, it's all I see

the Sun's impression has skipped by me.

...Years have passed,

I'm an afterthought,

don't pretend you remember,

you've already been caught.

The Sun shines for you,

acting as your light,

but to me all I have

is an ethereal night.

~Jiminy~  

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