Always & Forever

Chapter 5

Talia POV

I haven't left my room in two days. I only get out my bed to take a shower and sometimes eat. My phone is ringing off the hook and guess who they all are from. Jason. His ass can't take a hint that I don't want to talk with him. My phone started ringing again and I was about to just pick it up and cuss him out but I noticed it was Andre. I sighed and picked up the phone.

*Phone Convo*

Me: Hey Andre

Andre: What's wrong. You sound depressed.

Me: I am. He cheated.

Andre: Who? Your boyfriend?

Me: Mhm,

Andre: Damn. Stop that crying ma.

Me: I can't Andre. Him cheating isn't even the worst. The bitch is pregnant.

Andre: Shit. Talia, that's fuck up. You don't deserve that. You aight?

Me: No. I don't know what to do. I can't deny that I love him.

Andre: I know Talia. Pull through. I know that you are stronger than that.

Me: Thank you Andre. I'm going to talk to you later.

Andre: Aight. Stay safe.

*End of Phone Convo*

I threw my phone across the bed and not even a minute later, it started ringing again. I groaned and grabbed it. It was motherfucking Jason calling. I yelled and got out of bed. I went outside my room and went to the railing. It showed the whole first floor. I took my phone and threw it down and watched it shatter all over the floor.

"What the fuck Talia!" My dad yelled coming out of his office and looking up at me. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Tell that bitch nigga to stop fucking calling me." I said. Walking back in to my room. 

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"Knock Knock." I heard Zoey say before coming in to my room with Kamesha in her arms. I smiled and crossed my legs.

"Hey Zoe. WHere is Jay?" I asked as she laid Mimi on my bed then sat down in front of me.

"In a meeting downstairs with your dad and Jason. He wouldn't let me stay home with Mimi. He has seperation issues." She said laughing. I rolled my eyes at the mention of Jason.

"Why the hell is Jason here. I don't want to breath the same air as him." I said. I got up and went in to my closet. I put on a big sewater and a pair of black leggings and my black uggs.

"Talia, your father can't let your personal problems with Jason affect business. Jason is like another son to him and is that your phone that is shattered on the floor.?" She asked playing with Kamesha's hair.

"Yes and I am leaving for a little." I said. I grabbed my keys off the table and exited my room. I got down the stairs and quickly out the door.

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"And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)

I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)

And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so (oh..)'"

I listen to Rihanna sing some real shit. She knew damn well what she was talking about when she made this song. Every lyric describes how I am feeling right now that I can't even help the tears that run down my face.