Always & Forever

Chapter 18

Talia POV

"Finally we are having bestfriend time." I said as me and Cole walked around the mall.

"Oh you think? You act like as if you're to busy for me these days." He scuffed. I laughed and punched his arm.

"Stop lying. You are always working or with your baby momma." I said. He shrugged as we entered H&M.

"But you know where you can find me all the time. My crib or the trap. You have a car. Use that shit. Now that I mention it, your ass don't drive anywhere. You are always getting rides from other people. Lazy ass." He said. I laughed and pushed him a little. It's true though. Why would I drive and waist gas when I can get someone else to drive me?

"You know, your dad isn't the only one getting married." he said. I looked at him confused and waited for him to continue. "Jason is engaged to ol' girl that had his baby." He said. I chuckled and continued to look at clothes.

"I don't care. Good for his ass. I'm still the diamond though. I bet his bitch doesn't know he is coming to my house and checking up on me and shit. But it's cool." I said, shrugging. Cole busted out laughing.

"YOU'RE A JEALOUS ASS BITCH!" He yelled while laughing. I mugged him and walked away. "You are upset that he is getting married. Come on Tete. Don't be upset over a nigga that doesn't deserve you. Jason don't deserve you and I thought you would have realized that by now. It's been damn near 5 years." He said. I looked at him then looked down at my feet.

"I am over it. It's just that when we were together, we were so good that I imprinted the thought that him and I were going to get married. I guess i haven't took the time out to get it out of my head. But this is a wake up call for myself. To bad I can't find a good nigga for shit." I mumbled the last part.

People are walking around with perfect relationships and faithful men. I'm just like, where dey at doe? Someone please show me so that I can snatch one up.

"What about that dude you always talk about when we are on the phone. That Andrew nigga."

"It's Andre dumb ass and he is a good guy." I said, smiling a little.

"Then why don't you just get with him?" He asked. I looked at him and shook my head.

"Everyone is telling me to not get in to something I'm not ready for and to take a break to work on myself. Plus, Andre is saying the same thing and he says he doesn't want to be a rebound. I have known this dude since college and he was always trying to get with me and now it's the other way around." I said. We went to the check out area and Cole paid for my clothes.

"So I guess y'all didn't fuck when you went up to Boston." He said. I shook my head no and rolled my eyes just by thinking about it.

I was basically throwing the pussy at him. He can catch a fucking basketball but couldn't catch this pussy. I am still upset about it and I am sexually fustrated. I don't even remember the last time I had sex and that is just a damn shame.

"He is coming for Christmas in a couple of weeks so maybe it will work then. I pray that it does because I really need some dick. Like seriously Cole." He looked at me with a disgusted look on his face.

"Cut that horny shit out before I tell your dad you're craving dick and he can smack the virgin back inside of you." He said then smacked the back of my head. I mugged him and smacked his back because I can't reach the back of his head. "You need to stop putting your hands on me. Let's go so that I can get back to my girl and son."

"Whatever nigga." I mumbled.

Jay POV

"Kamesha, you are waring daddy out. Let's take a break." I said. She laughed and continued to shoot the basketball.