Norman Reedus Imagines

Daryl ande Gwen

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[SUMMARY: Gwen catches Daryl burning himself with cigarettes.]

Daryl had been having a hard time lately even since his brother died. At first the two of you were closer, even though it took a while to get close, Daryl came to be more comfortable with you. But now things were the way they first started. He was distant, he was quiet and he was angry.

You went on to find Daryl in the prison to find him organizing some boxes in the storage area.
"Hey Daryl." You smiled with a soft voice, he looked over at you with the corner of his eye but didn't say a word.
"You don't have to talk..I can just be with you here and help you."
You grabbed one of the boxes and went on to help him with it when you suddenly noticed some kind of marks on his arm.
They almost looked like...cigarette burns.
"Daryl-"
He turned red when he noticed you notice his arms and quickly grabbed the box defensively.
"I don't need ya damn help! Why don't cha go bother somebody else!" He turned his back to you sort of feeling guilty with the way he got, he had never spoken to you that way before.
"Daryl.." You whispered confused.
He remained silent leaving you no choice but to quietly leave the room. Truth was he didn't want you to leave. He missed your company more than anything, but he couldn't have you sit there and pity him. All he could think about was how his brother would probably tease him for feeling this way. Hurting himself was the only way he could feel numb with everything else going on.

You sat in your cell not being able to stop thinking about what you saw. But you knew how Daryl was, you knew it would only be hard to try and get through to him..to try and be there for him.
You hated that.

You hadn't seen much of Daryl for the rest of the day, only during dinner and even then he avoided eye contact with you.

Later that night you lay in your bed, everyone was asleep but you knew Daryl was awake. He was always the last one to fall asleep. You sighed, you couldn't just leave him alone, especially knowing he had harmed himself. The thought of that destroyed you.
You climbed up off your bed and quietly walked to his cell to find him in the dark corner of his bunk sitting up. He leaned his head back against the wall, squeezing his eyes shut when you looked down and noticed the cigarette in his hand.
Daryl was burning himself..
You gasped making him open his eyes and look at you surprised.
"Ain't cha ever heard of privacy!" He yelled sitting up from the bed.
"Daryl.."
"Get outta here!"
He made you take a step back, but you stopped yourself.
"No!" You suddenly yelled back surprising him.
"I don't care how mad you get, I'm not gonna let you continue to hurt yourself and I'm not leaving!" You screamed charging his way. He was speechless as you grabbed the cigarette out of his hand and put it out.
"This isn't the way, Daryl.." You shook your head.
"Then what is it Gwen, huh?! Cryin' like all of y'all?! I don't need any of that crap, I'm just fine dealing with it my own way!" He yelled getting up in your face. It hurt you to see him so worked up out of sadness. You could see him on the verge of tears although he tried to cover it up with anger.
"I know you're hurt Daryl..-"
"Ya don't know nothin'." He whispered in a cold tone.
"I know you loved your brother.." He looked down as you spoke.
"I know that you've done so much including risking your life for everyone in this group...I know that you try to act like you don't want or need anybody..-"
You caressed the side of his face with your hand, he flinched but didn't move.
"But I'm right here...and I'm not gonna let you hurt yourself anymore."
The feel of your soft hand brushing against his skin made him feel at peace. Something he hadn't felt in so long. He closed his eyes letting his face rest in your hand.
"The hell am I suppose to do..?" He whispered before looking down at you.
"Let me be here with you." You responded as you sat on the bed and reached your hand out to him. He took hold of it and sat beside you. You turned his arm around and winced at the sight of his arm.
"You can't do this anymore." He heard you voice crack as you looked down. He looked down at you and tilted your face up at him.
"I've missed you so much.." He uttered low making you smile.
"I've missed you too." You brushed your hand up on his chest as his hand covered yours.
"Don't leave me." He whispered with almost a desperate look in his eyes. You didn't expect him to suddenly say this. You were the only thing that kept him wanting to live.
"I'm not going anywhere." You whispered in return looking up at him. You felt his hand running up and down your thigh, you wanted to kiss him. You wanted to show him how much you wanted him....so you did. You pulled in him for a kiss running your hands down his back before you suddenly pushed him to lay flat on the bed. You pulled your pants off and climbed on him breathlessly pulling your shirt over your head, he watched with his hands on your thighs as he felt himself grow hard.
"I've wanted you for so long Daryl.."
You opened up his pants and took his hardness in your hands. His breaths grew deeper as you stroked him slowly.
"I just wanna make you-" You lifted your hips up and lowered yourself on him making you moan as you tried to speak.
"Make you feel better.." You moaned again feeling him fully inside you. You rode him slowly as he held a tight grip on your hips.
"Ya already made me feel better.." He whispered looking down and watching himself disappear in you.
"Not like this.." You leaned down kissing him as you continued to move. He moaned rubbing your ass with his hands, your body laying fully against his. You moved harder making the bed squeak, you could feel his hands running up your back sending shivers through your body.
"Gwen.." He whispered, you could feel him getting more excited as he squeezed you and suddenly rolled over now on top of you. He pulled your body down preventing your head from hitting the wall before he thrusted his hips with all his strength. You bit down on his shoulder as he kissed your neck moving deeply.
"Da-" you choked out feeling the pleasure explode within you and he froze. After a moment he lifted his head up staring down at you, his eyes in a daze.
He didn't say a word, his hair was a bit messy but he looked so sweet. You simply smiled at him and slowly the same smile appeared on his face. You had not seen that smile in so long.
"Don't leave me." He whispered again.
"I won't."