Shattered - |d.s|

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"Ellie!" My brother Kyle screamed, running across the airport towards me. He engulfed me into a hug, the tears flowed down my face.

"Your here." I whispered, more to myself than to him.

"Forever and always."

We stood there for what seemed like five minutes. Kyle lived in London with his band while I lived in America. I haven't seen him in 3 months, he was busy in studio.

"Let me introduce you to the band, this is Chris Wood but we like to call him Woody, this is Will Farquarson, and this is Dan Smith." Kyle explained, pointing towards all of them.

"Hey" they all said in unison, causing them to erupted in laughter.

"Well timed boys" Kyle smirked, before also joining in with the laughter.

He seems so happy. They all seem so happy.

"Come on let's go!" Kyle exclaimed, after the laughter died down. Kyle placed his arm around my shoulder as we all went towards the exit.

I helped them load their bags inside the car even though they insisted they didn't need help.

"It's a long way home, so make yourself comfortable guys." I explained once they all settled inside the car.

"How long?" I think Will asked.

"3 hours" I replied, the boys began groaning and complaining.

"We can stop to get food." I suggested, which Kyle responded with 'Yay food!'

"This was going to be one long drive." I muttered to myself before reserving out the car.

After about an hour they all complained that they were hungry and were going to pee their pants. I pulled up at Mc Donald's car park and gave them some money as they only have pounds, they all rushed inside apart from Dan.

"You don't talk much, do you?" Dan spoke softly.

"I guess not" I hesitated, turning around and staring at his blue eyes before quickly looking away. I felt my cheeks going red. God damned it.

"Why?" He asked. No one has ever asked that. If only he knew the war I'm constantly fighting in my head. The voices filling my brain with negativity. If only he knew how everyday I'm waiting to die. To not exist. To be free. If only he knew.

"I don't know." I whisper, turning away from him. Blinking the tears from my eyes.

"WE BROUGHT SO MUCH FOODDDD!" I heard Kyle's voice. Thank god. I plastered the fake smile I always give. Its okay your going to be fine. I repeated in my head.

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A/N

Okay this is my first time written and it's shit I'm sorry but I promise it will get better.

-J