"Yayyyyy your home!" Kyle exclaimed running down the flight of stairs and engulfing me in a hug.
"Missed you too Ky Ky." I muffled, patting his back.
Flashback
"Harry I missed you!" I yelled running towards the front door.
"Heyyy, I missed you too." He replied, kissing my lips.
"I love you." He said, resting his head on top of my head.
"I love you too"
End of flashback
This was before Harry turned into a monster. This was the Harry that I loved. The one who always asked about my day, who made me smile, who was always there when I needed him. He loved me and I loved him back. We were together for 2 years. He used to threaten me and say if I ever leave him, he would find me and kill me. Fortunately he had to move away because one of his gang rivals were after them. He promised he would be back but it has been 6 months.He always used to say 'forever and always.' But now I loathe him. I can't go a day without the voices filling my mind.
After Harry turned bad I attempted suicide. I overdosed on medicine however, my best friend, Katie found me. She took me to the hospital and I was treated. Not once did Harry come and visit me. I was just his pet. Tears started pouring down my face, I hate these memories, I wish I could burn them.
"Ells what's wrong, why are you crying?" Kyle said, wiping the tears away.
"I just missed you." I replied, wrapping my arms around him. We stood there for 2 minutes.
"I'm going to go get changed." The stopped crying and faked a smile before heading upstairs. I could barely make it upstairs before new tears formed, I placed my hands over my mouth, trying to not make any sound. Dan was there.
"Are you okay?" He asked looking concerned. I just ran to my room and locked the door. A minute later I heard knocking on the door.
"Please open up." Dad softly asked, making my heart melt. I unlocked the door and went to sit on my bed. Dan came in and sat near me but not to close to make me feel uncomfortable.
"It's going to be okay" he whispered. That's when I lost it and cried much harder. He slowly moved up until he was sitting beside me and gently hugged me. I leaned in closer. He smells so nice.
I just kept crying and crying and Dan was there comforting me. He didn't ask any questions. I didn't have any more tears, I slowly unwrapped myself from him.
"I'm sorry." I muttered looking at the floor.
"Don't be, it's okay." He replied, lifting my head and wiping the mascara. Opps I shouldn't have worn makeup I thought however, Dan chuckled. Oh god I said that out loud. I stared into his eyes. His eyes remind me of the summer sky, so clear, so perfect. I saw that he tensed up and I quickly looked away. He doesn't like you, no one does.
"Um.. I'm going to sort myself out, thank you so much, I'll see you at dinner?" I stood up and made my way to the bathroom. I could feel his gaze on me.
I changed into a simple outfit: leggings and a purple oversized jumper. I also washed and cleansed my face, removing the mascara that had dried out on my face. I fixed my hair and put it up in a bun. At least I look presentable now. I grabbed the Starbucks uniform and made my way towards my room. Dan had left the room and I could hear his laughter downstairs. His laugh makes me smile. I hanged the uniform and checked Instagram and Twitter. All the boys decided to follow me and some messages were left from their fans asking who I was. Maybe I should tweet and explain.
They all are going to hate you, my mind voiced.
"We don't want to cook anything, is it okay if we order pizza?" Woody asked, knocking on the door.
"Yeah, of course, tell me when the pizza has arrived." I replied, facing woody. He nodded and left.
Buzz buzz. My phone vibrated, startling me. My best friend Katie was phoning.
Katie has beautiful ringlet blonde hair, her perfectly shaped oval face, her pale skin enchanting her cunning eyes, her sapphire eyes piercing, captivating anyone that glanced at her. She was sassy and not afraid of anything. Unlike me. She understands me like no one else does. I have told her everything. She's like a sister to me.
"Heyyy, has your brother come yet! I want to meet him!" She exclaimed, she always had a thing for Kyle. When Kyle visited 1 and a half years ago for only 2 days, she wouldn't stop talking to him. It was also obvious that Kyle liked her too. I used to tease him all the time.
"Hi, and yes, come tomorrow?"
"Omg, yes perfect, make sure he doesn't leave."
"He won't don't worry" I chuckled. I love this girl.
We continued talking for 20 minutes until I heard the door bell ring, indicating the pizza had arrived. Me and Katie met when we were 18, she worked in Starbucks as well before she moved and got a better job as a teacher. I went downstairs and saw that all the boys were hurdled near the TV. I quietly went there and realised that they were watching a movie. I sat in between Will and Dan as it was the only spare seat.
Dan smiled as I sat down and mouthed 'are you okay'. I nodded and smiled back. He smiled wider and returned his gaze back to the TV.
"Want one?" Will asked, shoving the pizza box in front of me.
"Yes thank you" I picked a slice and began eating. This pizza is so good. I began to zone out. I remember this time with Harry.
Flashback
I snuggled closer to Harry, my head resting on his chest. He wrapped his arm around me. He started playing with my hair making me smile. We were watching paranormal activity, our favourite. We both loved horror movies, every Sunday we would snuggle and watch any horror movies we could find.
"Want some popcorn?" He whispered. I nodded and he kissed my forehead before getting up and going to the kitchen. He came back with a bowl of popcorn. He returned back to the same position he was at before. We spent the day eating and talking and watching films. It was perfect. My life was perfect.
End of flashback
"Ellss, can I get coke?" Kyle whined, giving me the puppy eyes.
"Yeah, let me get it, does anyone want one as well?" I asked, getting up. Everyone put their hands up. I went to the kitchen and grabbed 5 cans of coke from the fridge. Kyle clapped like a child once I came back making me giggle.
I placed the cans on the table as they all were busy watching the film apart from Dan. He was staring at me. I lifted the can and reached over to hand it to him. He accepted and our hands touched for two seconds. I blushed madly however, I was grateful that it was dark. At least he won't see me looking like a tomato. I could see him smiling even in the dark. Was it because of me? Of course it wasn't, my mind betrayed me. ------------------------------- AN
Guys we are up to 100 reads, thank you all soooo much ❤
The book cover was made by the lovely heather_felton guys please check her out as she makes the most beautiful covers.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
