She would always be a part of me.💚

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AIDEN'S POV:

I watched as Isabel drove away. I sat next to her in biology because I wanted to talk to her, for the first time in months. Because although I'm with Cindy I wanted to make sure she was ok.          
I may have moved on.. but I still care about her... a hell of a lot. But when the bell went she ran out there so fast.
I called and ran after her. But she didn't stop or turn round. She kept running until she got in her car and drove off... I watched her car drive into the distance... before it  disappeared from sight. 

ISABEL'S POV: 

I watched from my wind screen as Aiden's figure grew smaller and smaller.. until it Disappeared from sight.

On my way home I stopped at the shops to buy food... because I've had a hell of a day... and I'm tired af.. 

I kept wondering why Aiden sat next to me... As if he had something to say to me.. Like..

"ISABEL I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! AND I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING U FOR THE BLONDE BITCH... WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND NOW..?"

But no... that's just what I want him to say.... not what he's ever gonna say... I mean he was probably just saying "So are we still partners.?" or "How did it feel to be dead" OR in my dreams he would say

"Isabel... I missed you so freaking much. Please love me again."

But no... yet again that's just what I want him to say. Not what he would ever say....

AIDEN'S POV:

"DUDE!" Carter screams at me.

"WHAT.." I say back.

"Bro you have been staring at the wall for like five minutes.. and we're playing halo right now.. and you have been killed like 10 times! what the fudge is up with you man...!?" He says sounding pissed.

"UH i dunno.." I say.

"We both know that's bullcrap." he says rolling his eyes.

"Is this all about Isabel... are your old feelings coming back for her!?" He questions excitedly.

But then it hit me. I still love Isabel.. maybe that's why I really wanted to sit next to her... to see her.. to follow her.. to run after her as she drove off.  But I'm with Cindy.. and I'm really happy with her.... she's um great.. yup great she's really great.. And Isabel... Isabel's wonderful.... she makes me happy... and um so does Cindy... when she fucks me.. and Isabel makes me happy whenever I'm near her... and when her brown locks of hair are flying all over her face... and when she's smiling sweetly at me.. when she laughs.. and her eyes sparkle.. when she gets angry at ice cream.. when she's being who she is... and when I'm around her...Because I love her... more than I've ever loved anyone before. 

SHIT!... I'm madly in love with Isabel burkitt... I still am.. and I always will be.. and Cindy.... She's great.... but Isabel is wonderful... I love her... and she loves me... what's stopping me from marching over and kissing those sweet lips like I have always dreamed of doing...

Because I had moved on.... maybe moving on was my way of letting go my feeling's for her. But I haven't moved on... no matter how hard I tried... she would always be a part of me... no matter what happened.. 

I have to go and tell her how I feel...

Before it's too late.

ISABEL'S POV:

I spend the night in my bedroom eating ice cream and watching Netflix.. Like this has become a very regular thing that I do....maybe because I get hurt so much... and I conceal myself.. with ice cream and pretty little liars... and surprisingly its the perfect medicine.. the perfect medicine for a broken heart....

He clearly doesn't love me any more... if he did he would have broken up with Cindy and told me how he felt... but none of that has happened.... so he must not care about me... or he loves Cindy...more than he loves me..

Then the door goes....
I hear my mum answer it.
Then it closes again...

"Who was that mum?" I ask as I come down the stairs.
"Oh that was Aiden.. our neighbor from down the road... He said he wanted to see you... But I told him not now because you're in your pyjamas and your not ready to see a boy right now." She says.

Aiden wanted to see me..
Well..... I don't know if I want to see him... But I guess it's worth hearing what he has to say......

"Tell him to meet me at school tomorrow...At the back." I say to my mum..
She nods and goes out to tell him..
I look out my window and see Aiden smiling and talking to my mum.. he's got that big adorable smile on his face that he usually had... Hmmm he must be really happy about something..

Then waves at my mum and looks up at my window... Where I am...
He smiled and waved at me as he walked away..

I watched him as his figure got smaller and smaller... Until he disappeared from sight.

Hey! Sorry This is out late! And that's it's short!
It's bloody Christmas Eve right now!!
When I'm writing this it's 10:14!! So like 2 hours until Christmas!!!
OMFGGGGg..
Ok so idk if I can do a chapter tomorrow because of it being Christmas day.... And even if I do..... It will be rly short... So sorry about that!!! 😂
And if I don't I'm sorry... I hope u understand why...

Anwayyyyyyyy

So... Aiden is gonna tell Isabel in person how much he loves her....Hmmmm I wonder if they will end up happily ever after like in fairy tales... But this ain't no fairy tale honey..... There's gonna be quite some wicked witches along the way.... But will thier realtionship survive...?!

You'll have to wait and see!
Until next timeeee!

Xoxo  💋💙



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