The boy in the hallway

I'll never know

Song above goes with chapter xx

AIDEN'S POV:

I watched Isabel walk away in despair.
What have I done.
Oh I know! I've just broken the heart of the one girl that ever mattered to me. Well done Aiden. Well fucking done.

But the thing is...
Isabel doesn't know the truth.

Cindy blackmailed me.

She told me that If I didn't kiss her Infront of the whole school she would tell everyone that I banged her.
She also said that If I didn't kiss her she'd tell everyone that Isabel was raped.
And I don't know why the hell she knew that.
But I wasn't going to question it.
As I stood up for Isabel she whispered in my ear so no one could see,  threatening me with those things.
So it was either Isabel being teased and hurt about the rape going round..
Or me and Cindy banging.
Or I kiss Cindy.
So I did... I kissed Cindy. And god dammit I regret it. It was nothing like me and Isabel's kisses. No spark. No electricity.
I sighed and looked over at a couple kissing on another bench.

Why the fuck did I tell Isabel she was a good kisser..
Oh I know.. because Cindy also told me if I told Isabel then she would spread the fact that I killed someone..
Which again... I don't know HOW she knows...
But I wasn't planning on finding out.

And now Isabel hates me. When really I was only protecting her from a worse rumour.
I felt awful when people posted videos saying how Isabel was some kind of slut...
Or shit like that.

I was going to prove to them Isabel is so much more.
I just need to do some kind of grand gesture.

And I have just the idea...

ISABEL'S POV:

So... Lemme get this straight.. Aiden said she was just a really good kisser and his lips were like glued to hers.!" Tara questions.

"Yup."

"That little son of a bitch. I'm gonna KILL him!" Tara rages and clenches her fists.

"GURL! Calm your shit!"

"Sorry" she mumbles.

"Girl are u Pmsing..? Is that why you Been so pissy recently?"

"Haha yeah... I wonder how you could tell!" She says sarcastically.

I laugh and look out at the window.

Why would Aiden lie.
And say his lips were "glued" to hers or that she was a "amazing kisser" like is he serious!

Ugh!

Boys!
You never know that the fuck is going on with them!
God dammit.

Well I guess you could say it's his loss..
But then..
It hurts. It really hurts. I feel kinda empty inside. Like a part of my heart has been taken out and stomped on.
And it's not gonna be repaired any time soon...

Like no matter how many times he apologizes I just have nothing to say to him.
He's trying to reach out.. but I don't want to reach back.

I can't.

I really can't.

And as much as I want to believe it's not true.. It is.

He kissed Cindy and enjoyed it. What? Like all for the banta?

Like seriously?

He wants to hurt me that bad..?

Why?

What did I ever do? Did I make him mad or do something wrong in our relationship?
Or is he just not the sweet guy I thought he was?

I guess I'll never know...

Hey soz it's kinda short..
I have a lot to do each night.
I'm gonna get back into updating these each night.

Anyway!

Until next timeeee!

Xoxo  💋💙