I am deep. I am more vast than the ocean and more free than the sky. I overthink and I over analyze. I look too far and see too much. I feel too much. I yearn for too much.
But I am deep. I swear I am so fucking deep. I listen to old records and write in old journals filled to the brim. I know more than I let into and I am silent.
I wake at night and I yearn. I need to leave to run to breathe to sense freedom like I never have. I need to walk or run or whatever but I need to go.
I watch shows and films and I get so attached that I cannot let them go. I need to be there. To see what's happening. To go so deep that I understand everything. I need to know.
I find myself attached and I cannot free myself from this deep mess. I am deep and I cannot figure out why. I love being deep because of the insight it provides me. I wish to morph myself with the ocean and to surround myself with something deeper than me.
I am deep. I am so fucking deep.
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To Anyone That Cares
RandomA collection of letters to anyone that cares. Letters to people who caused me to never forget them, even well after they forgot me.
