You know I really thought you were the one. I mean I saw our future together and it all seemed perfect... I guess too perfect. I was head over heels floating on fucking cloud 9 in love with you... a fucking liar.
But dreams and futures are made to be broken, I guess. One day though, I'll forget you and move on and be happy, but my heart will never fully heal because it will always have your name branded on it as a reminder of my mistake to trust you. I hope you know just how much I wish I could hate you after this, but no matter how hard I try I fucking can't because I'm reminded that at one time I loved you with I had. and I know that type of love should and cannot be turned into hatred by any amount of pain in this cruel world.
But I still should've know to look under your halo for your devil horns hidden by the curly hair I loved to run my fingers through. And I find it so pitiful that I can't throw away these pictures of even though I know they mean more to me then they ever did to you.
And here I am now, a fool, crying my eyes out and surrounded by the pieces of my poor, pitiful, broken heart. It's sad, you know, to think back to the time I finally put down my walls and let you, a corrupted angel, inside. Looking back at my dumb mistakes, I wouldn't change a thing, because now I know that love comes disguised as hatred.
Even though I'm positive you'll never read this, there is still a part of me that hopes you stumble upon it and you finally realize how much you hurt me. But for now, I want to put it out there so that anyone who cares can read my letter to you.
Sincerely,
Elizabeth Lynn Martin
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To Anyone That Cares
RandomA collection of letters to anyone that cares. Letters to people who caused me to never forget them, even well after they forgot me.
