Now as you all know i had a wife... Jennie i figure this might clear things up for the clueless minds he he... by the time I got in college i was always the type that feared people finding out what i did to my piece of shitt father i was what your society see as sane...but i always felt like a bird in a cage unable to reach my true self ...it was just locked up deep... deep inside the darkness... which everyone has... it was in college i first laid eyes on Jennie back then i was more of brawler if i had to defend myself today seemed one of those days ... a football players ganging up on me..as sweet Jennie... a cheerleader if anything came to check if i was alright"are you alright"her blue eyes...were a baby blue nothing like Harley's but still had the same loving look who can say i think blue eyes for a woman was always a turn on depending on what kind of woman and no woman ever helped me... let alone spoke to me before Jennie...then after her..was nobody till Harley they had fearless eyes is what i liked the best."im fine..."i replied as i get up.. i never liked being pity or helped even she could see that.."there such jerks... that seemed to be a unfair fight...." i nodded griming a little.."i can take a hit..." she smiles then offers her hand"lets get you cleaned up im Jennie..." i smile a bit it was the first time i ever felt love... but somewhere i knew it was too good to last... yet as time went on between us i told her what happened between my father and mother she just said"that makes you a fighter like everyone else jack" of course that was hard to bealive until i meant Harley.... but i knew Bruce Wayne had similar scars that all of Gotham was damaged and wouldn't admit to it...back then i didn't have tattoos only some scars... but she never asked about them no.. she knew when i was good and ready i would answer...true... the chemical plant was ripping me off and i now got gigs to do my dream and for the first time i was happy that i got out of my dark past by how wrong i was how stupid , how naive i was back then ... that i didn't realize i was damaged from the start, but like you all i wanted that normal life to run away from the darkness ,,,but when you have those kinds of monsters after you ...theirs no where to hide....

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the joker origin story volume: 1: dark begings
Fiksi Penggemarthe joker's past in the pov of view of the mad man himself..goes all the way to the began of how he became the joker and his descant into madness... and insanity