When it was eight i had to meet with them the little i knew .. this would be the last time i'd ever seen Jennie as i kissed her goodbye telling her i had to work late .. she smiled at me.. that smile is one thing i remembered the most as i walked out the door.. leaving her to do the last job we were to meet at the restaurant the mob owned back then....when i entered the restaurant as we started to talk of the plan and what they needed me too ..basically they needed me to lead the way... into ace chemical plant i thought this would be a easy job. Boy was i wrong i was far from wrong... that what would happen to me next would break me we would leave at nine which gave the others enough time to get there...it felt like time went slow but even back then i wasn't a patient men i suppose some things didn't change in me far from it .... anyhow back to my story..
when it finally was nine and we all were there the mob boss looked at me"you know the plan dont let us down jack" i nodded.. since none of us had the helmets on of the red hood the cops didn't know i would be the only one Waring it i should of been a red flag but back then i needed the money..so badly i was willing to do anything for it... we saw two cops come into the restaurant..something told me they where here for me.... in my gut i felt like i couldn't move... my body or breath its hard to explain when you realize you just... lost someone.. as one of them spoke"we need to speak with jack naiper..." i couldn't feel anything i felt numb to the core.. i looked to him as i walked over..."yes sir.." he sighed showing a photo of my dead wife i felt my legs starting to cave what the hell i just saw her..."what happened please tell me shes..alive" one of them sighed"im sorry sir...she isnt and your unborn son didn't make it ether... "i felt something snap i didn't disrive such a thing as love i thought to myself then... of course now seems different but in that moment... i knew i was making my descant into darkness with no return...no matter my actions.. i looked at the mob boss.."what a shame.."for some reason i knew even then the mob did it but i said nothing crane was right.. fuck i thought to myself but then i didn't care for my own life i lost everything that met something to me in one night.... and soon id lose a lot more....as you all are aware. oh you'd all find out soon hehe...
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the joker origin story volume: 1: dark begings
Fanficthe joker's past in the pov of view of the mad man himself..goes all the way to the began of how he became the joker and his descant into madness... and insanity
