Undiscovered

10.

(Hey guys, it's a Saturday night and I have nothing to do so expect at least a double update if not more, see how far I get with the first two chapters! Hope everyone is enjoying it, even though it is getting a bit confusing, I will explain everything. Comment on what you think so far!!:)

Harry's POV

I can tell by the look in Emilee's eyes how petrified she is, and if she had her own way, she wouldn't be laying on this hospital bed right now, with a drip attached to her waiting to be seen by a doctor. I hate seeing her like this, so weak and lifeless and I feel like I have no control over what is going on and what may happen in the near future. I just have to focus on the positives here, because until a doctor comes and does tests, we know nothing for certain. All I can do is stay with Emilee for as long as she will let me, I just seem to have this doubt in my mind that if this does get bad, she will try and push me away. She will put her guard back up and will doubt everything, which I would hate to think of if it would become true. She needs to know that no matter what, I'm not going to walk away because I would hate to think of her having to go through something on her own, her getting upset and having no one to turn to.

I don't know much about Emilee and her past, she isn't an open person. Not because she doesn't want to bring it up and tell me about it, it's just that she rather not speak about it. I know that every memory she brings up, she imagines that she is back there and all the feelings come flooding back for her. For anyone it's horrible, but I know there is something different with Emilee, it's as if she has spent all of her time fighting the feelings and keeping it to herself that she wouldn't know how to control everything if she finally opened up, and for that I respect her because she rather people not know so they wouldn't take pity on her. I could tell how much she hated the way I looked at her on our way here, I didn't want to make her uncomfortable, but sometimes people need a little attention, no matter how much they refuse it.

I know that Emilee's parents split up due to her father having an affair, they split up when Emilee had just turned 18. Emilee is one of three, she has an older and a younger sister. Her younger sister was just about to turn 11 when their parents split. This was one of the only things Emilee told me about her past.  She said that she had basically broken to pieces the day she found out, but tried to speak about how her younger sister, Lilie, felt. She explained that her younger sister was there the day that her parents decided to split and heard all of the argument and told me how she had kept it from herself and older sister for nearly a month before plucking up the courage to tell them. This made my heart ache to know how bad it was for them. And by the sounds of it, Emilee didn't take the split up too lightly either. But she didn't go on about herself.

I just don't want Emilee to do exactly what she did when her parents split. Distance herself from her family and refuse to let them help her, because somewhere in my mind, after the doctor explained that he thinks Emilee has haemophilia, I kind of thought it would be a little worse than that, but I didn't say anything.

My hand is wrapped around Emilee's tightly as she stares into the distance, the first thing she does to put her mind back into being protected and guarded.

"Em?" I say softly, trying not to startle her from her unsociable state.

"Yes, Harry?" Her voice is shaky, I just want to wrap my arms around her and make her feel better, but I know not to fuss her too much.

"Are you afraid, baby?" I need to know what she's thinking.

"No. Actually, a little." She turns to look at me as a tear escapes from her chocolate hazel eyes. They make my heart melt every time I look into them.

She squeezes my hand a little harder as I get up and sit next to her on the hospital. She sits up a bit more as she leans into my chest and lets out a sob. I wrap my arms tightly around her waist, lifting her onto my lap. She's so fragile and I would hate to know that anything is happening to her.

Moments later the doctor comes in and introduces himself and the nurse he has with him, Emilee looks at me as if to answer for her. I can now tell how scared she is, even if she won't admit it.

"Hello, Emilee, Harry. I'm going to take some blood from you to check your blood levels and then run some tests on another sample of blood. Also, I would like a pee sample, but we will do that once we have taken blood. We will get your blood level results shortly after the tests but you will have to come back for the other results sometime next week. Lucky you came early so we can send your blood off shortly."

Emilee squeezes my hand a bit tighter, I can tell she's scared but she wont admit it. I'm scared for her, but I'm supposed to be the one supporting her, so all I can do is try and comfort her as much as I can. Emilee will hold back her emotions as much as she can, I know she is too proud to show a little crack of weakness, but I can tell how she is feeling right now, and I hate it.

"Is that alright, Emilee?" The doctor looks back and forth between Emilee and I.

Emilee shakes her head yes, I can tell she cannot find the energy to speak.

"Okay, great, if you would extend your arm for me please and we will take blood from you first." Emilee does as the doctor asks but keeps hold of my hand, making the doctor go to her other arm, I doubt he would want to break our bond.

Emilee squeezes my hand and looks in my direction as the doctor tries to find her veins with the needle, I can tell she doesn't like the feeling, but he seems to be quite rough with her.

"You'll just feel a little pinch once we draw blood from you." Emilee nods her head yes.

"It's going to be okay, baby." I try to convince myself as well as Emilee.

"I'm just glad you're here with me, Harry." She tries to convince me by smiling, but it's weak. I return the smile to reassure her.

The doctor takes one sample of blood and then another. It didn't take him as long and he expected to find Emilee's veins, which I'm glad of because I can't stand seeing her in pain. I would of had to of said something to the doctor, but I'm trying to keep my cool, for Emilee's sake.

A look of relief comes across Emilee's face once the doctor has stopped taking blood from her. Next, the nurse comes in after the doctor, asking her to go to the bathroom for the pee sample, she isn't too worried about this test. She looks at me and says she will be back in a few minutes, I nod and smile at her.

Emilee comes back a few minutes later after talking to the nurse. She looks at me and puts her arms around my neck, I put my arms around her waist, pulling her closer to me.

"Thank you for making me come here, Harry. I'm feeling a bit better." She smiles at me, her smile is so adorable, it would make anyone's heart melt. But only mine, I don't share.

"I'm glad I brought you here too, so we can finally find out what the hell is going on with you. I've been worried sick about you. I literally haven't slept every day that I've been away from you."

"I'm sorry for putting you through this, Harry."

"What? Don't be so stupid, I'm just glad that you're okay. Well, you know what I mean. Whatever happens, I'll stick by you, no matter what." I say and mean it. 

I want her to know that I'll stay by her no matter what, I'm not leaving her, even if it gets too bad and she tries to push me away, I'll figure out a way to help her. I love her too much to let her go.

"I love you, Emilee." She looks straight into my eyes, the leans into my chest, holding me tight.

"I love you, Harry." I can feel her smile into my chest. 

I really do love her.