Undiscovered

23.

Emilee's POV

I've been stuck in this hospital since August, it's now September 6th. How much longer do I have to stay here for? I feel like I've forgotten what the outside world looks like and what my bed feels like. This is torture and I hate it, 100% hate it.

I've been awake for about 40 minutes. The nurse woke me up when she came in to change my meds, she's a fucking bitch, she doesn't come in quietly to avoid waking me up, she slams and bangs around the place as if I'm wide awake and I don't mind. I swear she does it on fucking purpose just to piss me off a little bit more.

7:10 am. That's all it is, I wish I could go back to sleep but I can't and Harry isn't here yet. I told him he could sleep at the apartment instead of staying in the hospital with me, he wasn't too fond of the idea but I said he could leave last thing at night so I would fall asleep straight after he left.

The sun is shining right through my hospital window this morning, seems to be the only nice thing about today, its a shame I won't be able to spend the day at the beach or something.

"Would you like a cup of tea, love?"  The cackly voice of the nurse rings through my ears.

"Yes please, 2 sugars and milk please." I'm freezing, this is beyond.

I'm not even a little cold, I am freezing and I hate it, not even the boiling rays from the sun are heating me up. What the hell is wrong with me, oh yeah, I got a stupid blood disease.

The nurse walks into my room and hands me a steaming hot cup of tea. "Breakfast will be around in an hour." She stares at me blankly.

"Thank you." I reply before she strolls off from my sight, leaving my room door wide open. 

I swear, no one in this hospital has any consideration or respect of privacy, only the student nurses seem to knock and wait to be called in, unlike the others who barely knock and barge in without warning. Rude.

I grab my phone from the bedside counter and check the time. 7:25am. Great. I grab my laptop from my bag and turn it on. I might as well waste some time on here while waiting for Harry to get here, he shouldn't be too long.

I haven't had time to go on my laptop recently, sounds stupid, right? But I haven't. I've either had lots of visitors or I've had to go various places to have medication and stupid tests which end up leading to antagonizing pain and I have to keep in the tears for hours.

Anyway, I start online looking through various websites just browsing. New seasons of clothes are coming out and I don't have many summer clothes left from last year, maybe Harry and I will go shopping soon to get some new stuff before summer. 

Lilie's POV

7:15am. Ergh, I hate monday mornings. Especially when it's the first day back in school. I wonder what today will bring, hopefully it will run smoothly and before I know it, I'll be back in the comfort of my own home.

"Lil! It's time to get ready!" I hear my mother call from downstairs.

"I'm up mam!" I shout back.

I keep having the same dream over and over again and it's freaking me out. I dreamt last night that my first day back in school was already over and it went pretty well, but for some reason, I don't think that's how my day will go today. I just have a bad feeling about today but I hope I'm wrong.

I sit on the floor in front of my mirror before turning on my straighteners and grabbing my make up bag. While waiting for my straighteners to warm up, I apply liquid foundation, powder, blusher, eyeliner and mascara. That'll do. I'm not feeling my best today but hopefully my makeup will cover up my feelings.