Where the Tattoos and Flowercrowns Combine BoyxBoy

Chapter 7: I Will NOT Go In There

I'm back!!! This chapter will be followed by 2 more chapters all in the next couple days because I feel horrible for letting you guys down!

Lilac's wounds (imagine all over body) ^^

Lucas' POV

Right after the game had ended, Lilac and I decided to go out to dinner. Well it was more Lilac insisting he wasn't hungry as his stomach growled and me throwing the tiny boy over my shoulder and into my car. Ahhhh, memories!

Lilac was wearing my letterman jacket and the thing was at least 2 sizes too big. I was a Large and the small Lilac probably and most likely an Extra Small. Either way, it was all I had and he was cold so that's what he wore. Between me and you guys, I thought it was the sexiest thing ever! Now call me possessive or something, but the thought of him wearing MY clothing made me ridiculously happy! Like I got to show him off as mine and no one else could have him. I was the one he snuggles with, I am the one he is dating, and I am the only one that needs to know how he can't sleep at night without a nightlight because he still fears for monsters in the dark!

Yes, that last part is true. His parents were out of town and his sister at a friends house so he had to sleep in darkness because no one was there to turn off the lights if he wanted them in and he felt bad to keep them on all night. So what did he do you ask? He called me and in his little whimper, he begged for me to come over and protect him from the bad guys. And who am I to say no to Lilac?

When we arrived at the little Italian restaurant I had reserved us a booth for, Lilac's face automatically went pale and he started to shake, "Lu-Lucas. I-I don't want to be he-here! Please take me away! An-anywhere but here! Pl-please!" he frowned, his shaking not getting any better as I tried to comfort him in his fear.

"Sweetheart, this is a great place why don't you want to be he-"

"This is a ho-horrible place!" he screamed, curling up in a ball, "I will NOT go in there. I'm sorry I'm being di-difficult but I wo-won't!"

I sighed but nodded, listening to his wishes and asked where he wanted to go instead.

"I want to go home, take me to your room and just hold me please", he sniffled, "I really don't care about food anymore"

I nodded at his request and started driving to my house, hoping that's the correct home he was asking for. He finally looks up from his lap to see we're here and opens the door, exiting the car without speaking a single word.

I locked the car and headed inside with him, Charlie greeting us happily with barks and licks to wherever he could reach on us. Lilac simple patted his head and went upstairs to my room, giving me one last look of distraught before he slammed my door shut and the sound of sobs could be heard.

My eyes widened at the thought of possibilities of why he was acting this way. Had I said something? Did I physically hurt him at all? I tossed aside those ideas and grabbed the box of tissues that were on the table before jogging upstairs and into my room. The sight of a tear-stained face making me frown and I pull the frail boy into my arms, kissing his head.

"Baby?" I whisper softly as I rocked him.

"Yeah Lu?" he croaked out with a hoarse voice.

"Can you let me in please? Tell me what is bothering you so much?"

"That place gives me bad memories"

"What? Like the food? Or the service or-" I was cut off with a sad giggle and a finger to my lips.

"Remember the ex that I told you about? The one that used me?" He asks and awaits for my nod of understanding before he continues, "his family owns that restaurant and he use to always take me there" he smiles sadly, "we had so much fun there, publicly at least, then we would-" I cut him off with furrowed eyebrows.

"What do you mean publicly?"

"I-" he sighs and takes a deep breath looking up at me with tear-filled eyes, "If I ever upset him, which I somehow managed to always do, he would whip me 1,5, or 10 times. Depending on how bad he thought I had behaved. After that, if I took my punishment like a "good boy", then he would clean up the blood and attend to my wounds. If not, they would dry up themselves and I was instructed to not care for them or I was to be tied up and raped" he finishes and I can see how pained he is by his past and everything that he had to recall.

"Hey Lil? Can you-Can you do something for me really quick?"

"What is it?"

"Can you take off your clothes?" I ask gently and fear flashes through his eyes.

"Wh-why would I need to do tha-" he panics and I shush him gently.

"I want to kiss every. single. one of your wounds" I whisper tenderly, pecking his lips lovingly.

He calms down and nods before stripping himself of his shirt, then his pants, then socks, and so on until he was finally naked. All of his beauty right in front of me and I just went for it. I started with the deepest wounds, the ones that clearly weren't allowed to be taken care of, then going to all the others. They were scattered all along him, from his collar bone down his legs and I didn't I had started to cry until I felt Lilac wipe away a tear.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through this torture. I swear if I ever meet that bastard, I'll hurt him. I'll make him pay for what he did to you" I growl out, seeing red and Lilac's small, soft hands intertwine themselves with mine.

"Don't do that! That makes you just as bad as he is, and you're not like that Lu" he says with a frown and asks if he can get redressed in owhich I respond to him with a nod. When he's done I pull him to me as we lay down under the covers. He rests his head on my chest, one arm hugging mine and the other grabbing a small bunch of my shirt in his little fists.

He will pay.