Stressed, Depressed, & Boy-Band Obsessed [l.s]

~Anxiety Strikes Again~

~Harry~
-A week later-

I blew my nose, into yet another tissue as Cher comforted me by whispering sweet-nothings to my left ear. It may sound like a couple-ish thing to do, but I didn't mind, shes just trying to help me feel better. Like good friends do.

"B-but Cher! I loved Luke, he ripped out my heart and smashed it right in front of my face!"

She hushed me and pulled me into a hug, caressing my fluffed up curls. "Harry, don't fret! You have your dream man, right on your finger tips boo! You just have to win him over, yeah? I'm sure meeting him is enough, the lads' already fallen for your flower crowns!" She chuckled softly and played with the one I was wearing now. I huffed and blew my nose again as Cher dabbed away my tears.

"You okay now Harry?" She questioned me, leaning back against the two person couch. I nodded and sucked in my lower lip. "Y-yeah, I think I'll clean up and go Skype Louis," I then paused to smile, Cher poking my dimple, (As always...) "He gave me his username today!" I cheered, already feeling much, much better.

She smiled happy, for me, and waved me off to my laptop, quietly exiting my room as I shut the door behind her.

I logged into my Skype account:

FlowerCrownHaz

(Courtesy of Louis...) I noticed Louis (AKA: CarrotBoy0222) was in fact, already online. All I had to do was simply click the 'Call Now,' Button besides his contact.

It rang for a few second, before he picked up:

••••

"Hey Lou!" I chirped, taking in the boys appearance. He wore a grey beanie, his hair messy underneath. His blue eyes bluer than any ocean.

He smirked at me.

"Hey Har, How's it going mate?" He questioned me.

I smiled in response, feeling my anxiety kick in, not wanting to tell him I've been crying over my ex-boyfriend. Who I broke up with over a year ago. I subconsciously tugged down my shirt and adjusted my flower crown.

"Uh, It's been good. How about you Louis?" I responded.

"Hazza!" He whined, then pouted his lower lip. "I know when your lying by now, M'kay? So just tell me what's going through your pretty little head?"

I sighed and looked at my lap and mumbled, just loud enough, "I've just been crying over my ex, just being a silly anxiec boy."

Louis smiled a tad back at me, "Harry, I really wish I was there with you mate! Then we could make tea... And watch movies all day... And we could cuddle!" He exclaimed happily.

I laughed lowly in response. "You sound like a little gay boy Lou!"

His face reddened immediately after my comment. "U-uh, Got ta go Har.." He stuttered.

"WHOA WHOA! Hey, mate, remember I'm gay too, I won't judge you if you are as well..."

He sighed deeply, "I'm not gay, it's a little confusing right now, maybe bi?..." He bit his lower lip, giving him this sexy yet innocent look.

I internally cheered, but tried my best to remain calm. "Y-yeah I won't tell! It's not bad to be gay or pansexual/bisexual, you realize that Lou?"

He nodded slowly, then quicker. "Yeh, I completely understand. It took me two years to come out to the boys. I came out February 22nd last year to them."

I smiled at him. "Yeah, I came out when I was 15 to my mum... She took it well I suppose, then she passed away though along with my father. I just graduated college not long ago, with my best friend Cher, so we got an apartment in Holmes Chapel together!"

Louis sucked in his lower lip; "You live in Holmes Chapel Harry?"

I nodded in reply, "Yes, Why?"

"Were going to be there on a weeks break, Niall suggested it!" He chirped happily at me.

I did a little fist pump and he cooed at my supposed 'cuteness.' I heard Cher then call me for dinner, "Sorry Lou, I've gots to leave! But I live in apartment 222 on 8th street! I'll see you someday Lewis!"

He huffed at me, then waved and hung up the call at that.

••••

I couldn't wait to meet Louis... He was my angel, although he didn't know yet.

And like I said, I've already fallen so hard, and if he doesn't feel the same way, I'd be utterly broken to the core.

***

A/N:

Sorry this chapter sucks, and is quite short. Hopefully you still enjoyed it! Btws, this is my favorite book I'm writing...

- Emilyyy