circus - joshler

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****sexual content ahead oops

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tyler awoke to the morning light filtering in through the window and a twitch in josh's thigh that was pressed against the back of his. tyler froze when he awoke enough to feel the older man's tattooed arm draped over his waist. josh's hand had found its way to the brunette's lap while they both slept.

tyler smirked, sinking deeper into his big spoon.

the other man's soft movements pulled josh out of his sleep and forced him to face up to his unconscious promiscuity. he promptly tried to shuffle away to give tyler space, but felt his arm being held in place.

"wait- don't go. it's alright,"

josh bit his lip as he hesitated to move, "ty, i just..."

"what?" tyler flipped over to face josh and stared into the redhead's dark chocolate eyes, "you're afraid someone will find out? is it 'cause i'm a guy or something?"

"no, just listen-"

tyler became embarrassed as he convinced himself that he had just ruined anything he had with josh with his accusations, "forget it, i just thought... you know, last night at the party when you had your arm around me, maybe you liked me back... shit, forget that, too..."

the brunette put his head in his hands to hide the blush of his face, but heard josh chuckling next to him.

"oh, my god, what?" tyler whined.

josh paused before letting his words escape, "i was trying to say that i'm in love with you, tyler."

tyler's jaw dropped, but felt josh's hand catch it to kiss him deeply. tyler relaxed and pulled himself to straddle the man and grasped josh's hair to pull him closer.

"god, it feels so good to hear you say that," tyler breathed between kisses.

"sorry i waited so long."

tyler could feel josh grinning and couldn't help but smile back. the older man looked up at tyler and stared for a second at dimple in the boy's cheek that he had never noticed before. maybe he had never seen him in that lighting before so he couldn't see it. josh wanted to see tyler in every lighting to find out what else he was missing.

a whistle was heard in the distance and the train started moving down the tracks, causing tyler to slide backwards against its movement. he felt a heat between josh's legs that mirrored his own and moved his hand towards it. tyler slid his hand down the man's leotard and, after feeling no resistance from josh, he gripped his cock with his hand, pulling a murmur from him.

"...god, tyler..."

they continued kissing as tyler slowly worked josh with the rocking of the train keeping his rhythm. quickly, the brunette felt that the man was close and pulled away from josh's lips to start kissing down his abdomen until reaching his lap.

"can i?"

josh stifled a nod and pulled his leotard down until it was around his hips. tyler tugged the cloth down further and lapped up the precum that leaked onto his fingers, before swirling his tongue against the tip of josh's cock.

the redhead bucked up his hips out of pleasure and moved his hand from its grip on the sheets to tyler's hair. he ran his fingers through the brunette's waves, before pulling himself into tyler's mouth with his grip.

"eager?" tyler pulled off and smirked at josh.

josh ignored tyler's teasing as he fucked the boy's mouth, quickening his pace. tyler reached and grabbed josh's v-line to steady himself as he caught up with the man's erratic movements. tears formed at the corners of tyler's eyes as he took the entirety of josh's cock into his mouth.

tyler felt josh release down his throat and the last few fitful thrusts of josh's hips slowed to a halt.

the younger man crawled back up to rest on josh's chest and received a gentle peck on the head from him. josh sighed deeply and traced tyler's shoulder with a light hand as they both swayed dreamily with the train car moving underneath them. tyler reached up and intertwined their fingers.

"i love you, too, josh."