comfort ㅡ junhao

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Ming
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Jun Ge: NIHAO MINGHAO

Jun Ge: Joke hahahaha

Jun Ge: Hi!

Ming: corny mo po

Ming: block kaya kita

Jun Ge: WaAAaaGGg

Jun Ge: Huy reply back!!!

Jun Ge: Busy ka ba Hao?

Ming: SLR

Ming: nope why?

Jun Ge: Wala lang

Jun Ge: I cant sleep

Ming: magpahele ka kay soonyoung hyung

Jun Ge: Ayoko nga tulog na siya

Jun Ge: Nag eemote nga eh kasi ayaw pa din i-accept ni jihoon yung friend request niya laging dinedecline

Ming: inunfriend nanaman siya?

Jun Ge: Oo nung isang araw pa kasi nag comment siya don sa selca ni jihoon 6 years ago edi ayon na-rak yung comment box.

Ming: hahahahahahahahaha nareveal ang lihim ng nakaraan ni hyung

Jun Ge: Im sooooo happy today

Ming: bakit naman

Jun Ge: Kasi bati na tayo!!!

Ming: ah ako din haha

Jun Ge: Tulog na si Gyu?

Ming: oo bakit?

Jun Ge: Punta ko jan ;)

Ming: bakit

Jun Ge: Buksan mo pinto

Ming: bakittttt

Jun Ge: Tabi tayo matulog hehehehe

Ming: bakit

Jun Ge: Isa pang bakit sisirain ko tong pinto nyo

Ming: aggressive ah wait lang kalma

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Author's POV

Binuksan ni Minghao ang pinto at agad na pumasok si Jun at dumerecho sa kama. Minghao is confused. Bakit dito matutulog si Jun?

Nakahiga na silang dalawa sa kama. Parehas silang nag-cecellphone. Si Jun naman bigla nalang yumapos kay Minghao. Minghao is still confused kasi ang weird, nagtatabi lang naman silang matulog when they need someone to vent on. But tonight Minghao is sure that everything is totally fine. There's no storm outside for him to be afraid of and he thinks Jun is feeling quite okay. Ganito ba si hyung kela Vernon at Chan? Part pa din ba to ng pagiging clingy niya kasi mas bata ako sa kanya? Minghao thought.

"Hindi ka pa ba matutulog?" Jun asked in a whisper. "Matutulog na." binaba niya ang phone niya sa bedside table at nagdilim na ang paligid. But the moonlight from outside makes it possible for them to see each other's silhouette. Inayos na ni Minghao ang pagkakahiga niya, nakayakap pa din sa kanya si Jun.

They talked in whispers. "Bakit ba nandito ka nanaman hyung?" Minghao asked. "Wala lang. Gusto ko lang." They could hear each other breathing, and to Minghao it sounded like a symphony. "Gusto talaga kita Hao." Jun whispered in his ear. "Oo na, brother." Minghao answered and Jun chuckled.

Bakit ba siya pinapakilig ni Jun? It might be normal to Jun but to Minghao, it is more than normal and it gives a different effect to his heart.

He wishes Jun to stop and to not stop at the same time. The sensational feeling whenever Jun hugs him and whenever Jun says words that makes his heart skip a beat, he wants them to last. But it cuts through his heart whenever he thinks that this might be one of Jun's act so they could be close just like he is to Chan and Vernon. And Minghao does not want that, because he wants more than just a hyung-dongsaeng relationship.

Jun is somehow careless, Minghao thought. He hurts people without him intending to, just like what he's doing to Minghao. Pero hindi din naman masisi ni Minghao si Jun kasi nga hindi naman alam nito na gusto siya ni Minghao. Kaya hindi matatawag na pag papaasa ang lahat ng to. Siguro ang right word para don ay pa-fall. Pa-fall si Jun, and again without him intending to be. Malay ba naman kasi ni Jun na posibleng bumigay sa kanya si Minghao.

"Matulog ka na~ Kung ano ano pang iniisip mo eh. Mahal ka non." pang aasar ni Jun kay Minghao. He must have spaced out with his deep thoughts. Sana nga... Sana nga mahal mo ko.