Look At Me

~Missing Warmth~

Nathalia's P.O.V.

I couldn't help but think of Flint all the time, we departed from the restaurant yesterday without talkin to each other so I'm really distured and bithered by that. I couldn't even sleep that easily juts by thinking of him as the night grows deeper.

Flint is also my friend, and I really can't have peace in myself once I know that I wouldn't have the time to explain what really is happening here hence Xavier is really trying to push fhe wedding forward I couldn't say no because we are really engaged as a true couple even before I came back and met Flint...

But I need to pick someone between them shouldn't I? Someone needs to lose and the other to win.

I immediatly stood up from my bed, took a bath and hurriedly went to his office knowing that he might possibly there since his too dedicated in his work. I took a ride on the elevator and went to the upper floor where Flint's room is located in, I already saw Albert, his secretary but I didn't care and went inside his room only to fid it empty...

"Ms. Nathalie?" Called Albert, I noticed that the whole room was clean and as if no one used it for today. There were no file case, coats nor pepers on the desk which is very much odd since I know Flint is here... he must be here...

"Is your boss here? Is Flint here?" I asked hoping he'll say yes so I could have a talk with him, I am too much desperate to fix our relationship... I want him to be my friend... but half of me wants us to be more...

"No ma'am, he filed a sick leave last night. He said he won't come to work for the mean time" Albert answered while politely giving me a bow...

"Sick leave?" That's so much impossible... Flint is not the kind of person who would just file a sick leave because he's sick, he'll push himself to work and work until he coulsnt move because of his sickness... Could it be? That he's avoiding me?

I took a ride on the elevator again and hoped that he's home, if not then I don't know what I'm going to do. I rode my car as I prayed really hard and multiple times just to make my wish come true. I need to see Flint no matter what and I need to meet hime today.

"Oh Nathalie, what are you doing here? It's been a while since you last visited here" Beamed Mrs. Hong with a smile when she greeted me at the door.

"Yeah it is Mrs. Hong, is Flint inside? Albert said he filed a sick leave last night" I asked politely not wanting to enter thier house as I trust Mrs. Hong to tell me the truth, I don't want to embarrass myself just by looking for him in every room in their house.

"Sick leave? Flint isn't sick, actually he told his father that he'll have a short out of town vacation today. He left our house last night" Out of town? Vacation? Flint doesn't like any of that.... where could he possibly had gone?...

"Do you perhaps know where he is? He turned his phone off and I can't contact him" Right when I woke up I already tried calling him but it always said that the phone is out of reach. I couldn't ask his friends because they're also Xavier friends which they might tell or ask him why I'm looking for Flint.

"No, I'm sorry but I don't know where he is" I ruffled my hair in frustration, can't I really do anything good today? Can't I?

"Is there something wrong?" Asked Mrs. Hong but instead of sharing my problems with her i'd just rather keep it in myself because I don't want other people to get involved in our craziness...

"I'll just head home first Mrs. Hong, but if ever Flint may come back please just call me immediately" Once he's back, I'll really talk to him and tell him what he really means to me...