ROSE'S POV
The only thing that happened after gym was chemistry. Then after the interesting first day of school was over, I went to my locker which was right next to Jennifer's.
"ROSE! Guess what?!" Jennifer sounded so much more excited than usual.
"What?" I asked looking through my locker.
"DANIEL ASKED ME OUT!" Jennifer shrieked and opened her locker.
"Congratulations Jen! Your crush asked you out!" I smiled, I was actually really excited for her.
"Hey do you want to come over tonight..?" Jen asked me, now looking concerned.
"No it's ok." I said looking at her, "I need to talk to my mom anyway."
I said forcing a smile.
"Ok... Whatever you say." Jennifer said.
"Thanks though." I said looking at her.
Then I got all my stuff and walked outside. I decided to walk instead of getting a ride from Jennifer because I needed some air. This day has been crazy.
'Walking home see you tomorrow :)' I texted Jennifer to tell her I'm walking home.
I started walking towards my house which was only a block away.
"Boston never seemed to be
So lovely in the fall to me
Florida's not so cold
But distance just gets oldHey maybe we can stay
Maybe we can lay like this foreverDon't you know she is my favorite girl"
I heard this song playing as a car passed by but then it stopped when they saw me. The song they were playing was my favorite song, Favorite Girl by The Icarus Account.
"Need a ride?" The person called out and I went to see who it was.
It was one of my best guy friends, Drew.
"I don't know I kinda want to walk." I said looking at him shrugging.
"Come on get in." He said smiling and I kinda smiles back.
Drew was a awesome person and I kinda have a crush on him but it's not that big!
"Fine." I said smiling and got in.
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"Thanks for the ride." I smiled and got out of the car walking up to my doorway, opening the door.
There was my drunk mom and I don't even know where the hell her boyfriend is.
"Where the hell have you been?!" My mother screamed at me.
"I've been at school, mom" I said calmly. I don't need to piss her off.
"You were at school? You sure you weren't fucking ditching and having sex?" My mom yelled at me. I furrowed my eyebrows, the fuck?
"No mom I'm 18 I'm not going to ditch or have sex, I want to go to college. Now if you excuse me I need to do homework." I said calmly walking past her.
As I walked past her she grabbed my arm and dug her fingernails in my arm.
"Don't walk away from me. You have no respect for your mother! You are the worst daughter! I don't get why you are still here!" She screamed at me and that made me shocked.
I've been told I shouldn't live anymore but never by my own mom. Drunk or not they are still speaking the truth.
"Then how about I get out of your way!" I screamed at her.
That pissed her off. She picked up one of her empty beer bottles and hit my arm making the bottle shatter.
I didn't have any clothing on my arms so the glass cut me and I was bleeding all over my arm.
"Fuck!" I screamed and grabbed my arm running to the bathroom trying to stop the bleeding and my tears.
I was cleaning off my arm and the blood washing my arm and then saw my cuts. But these cuts weren't from the bottle, they were from the razor I dragged across my skin.
I started crying more and I wrapped up my arm with a bandage and went to my room sitting on my bed.
My life sucks. Even if I do have Jennifer or Drew, so many more people hate me.
Why the fuck am I still here? Even my own my own mom hates me.
I got up and got my razor that was in one of my clothing drawers.
I should just end it here...
One scar, and then another scar. I started cutting up my arm until it was covered in red.
Then I started feeling light headed.
I collapsed on the floor and everything went black.
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A/N
Here's a inside look of how Rose's home life goes. I know it's kinda... yea but still.
Anyway vote if you liked it :)

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