My Sexy Teacher, A Forbidden Love Story | Completed

Chapter 32

Rose's POV

It's been 9 months. 9 months since I haven't talked to Ashton. 9 months of ignoring my gym teacher and cheater. 9 months of being more depressed. 9 months of Drew coming back into my heart. 9 months of sadness.

It was the last month of the school year and Ashton did bother me, yes. But all I did was ignore. I know you shouldn't walk away from a problem but I couldn't deal with him. Now, my heart is guarded so heavily and really my emotions have gone away.

Jennifer has tried to cheer me up. It doesn't really work. I'm just glad that she's there for me. I'm glad that at least someone cares.

It was the middle of May and it was hot and humid like always in the spring. I always wore jeans in the summer, though.

I was walking through the halls of my stuffy school and saw everyone laughing and smiling or being with friends.

I walked to my homeroom and stayed there. I didn't move from my spot or do anything. Today was some kinda special day where you would have the same teacher all day so the seniors could, "go back to elementary school days."

So I was waiting patiently for the teacher to walk in. People started piling in and my thoughts were blank. I guess you could say I had an empty soul.

I started reading my book because I didn't want to deal with anyone. Finally the bell rung and the teacher still wasn't there.

I decided to ask some, "Hey, do you know why there isn't a teacher here?"

All the did was shake their head. Jennifer was in a different homeroom than me so I got a text from her:

I got the worst teacher. I got Mr. Hopkins! Ughhhhh xD what teacher did you get?!
-Jennifer

Reply: I don't know yet they haven't showed up...

Just as I said that, the teacher walks in. He writes his name on the board and it reads in sloppy handwriting, Mr. Smith.

"Ok so I'm going to be teaching your class today." He smiles and turns around, looking at all of us. And of course all the girls swoon and I just put my head on the desk.

Out of all the teachers, it had to be him! Well isn't that just lovely. What a surprise.

"But you're a gym teacher, how could you teach us!" Someone shouts out and I groan. Gym teachers aren't dumb in school, they're just stupid cheater.

"I think he'll be an amazing teacher." Some girl says flirty. I groan again. Some girls are such attention whores!

"Thank you, that's very sweet of you. Anyway, for you mister. For your information, I had to learn how to teach every subject and I decided to teach gym," he continued, "Now on with our lesson. First we'll do history, then we'll do English, then we'll do science and then uh math. If you're in a honors or AP class, yay for you! But today we're learning normal stuff and you'll listen to me."

I sigh and roll my eyes. This could not get any fucking worse. The pain I've been trying to forget is seeping back into my heart.

"Is there a problem, Ms. Tyler?" Ashton looks at me, his eyes locking with mine as soon as I look up.

"One that you don't need to know." I say smirking. Everyone just falls silent and you could cut the tension with a knife.

"Anyway first is history..."

Then his lesson went on and I kinda zoned out. I've already learned everything he's teaching.

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Ashton got through 2 subjects and then the lunch bell rang. I stayed behind because I was finishing up something in a packet he gave us. Everyone else had left and it was just him and I. I just stayed focused on my work. I've been ignoring this guy for 9 months, he's not going to get to me now.

"9 months." He says and I look up at him. He looked hurt. Then he continued, "I've been trying to contact you for 9 months and talk to you in person. Running away from your problems doesn't solve it, Rose."

"Maybe you shouldn't of broken my heart, dickhead." I spit out. My tears started to build up but I held them back.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what I was doing. I was stupid-"

"You are stupid." I interrupt.

"-I am stupid for doing that and I regret it. I just didn't believe you when you said you loved me. I thought you were using me."

"So instead of talking to me you went and lip banged anther girl?!" I yell, getting up from my chair and I start walking closer to him.

"I had things going on, okay Rose?! You're not the only person with problems! I was having problems and you were the only person that helped. But then I just got ruined and my old self came back." He said looking at me straight in the eyes and I cross my arms.

"You broke me. My heart shattered into a million pieces. It's stupid too because I barely even knew you! Also you could've got fired and I could've gotten expelled!"

"Rose, I still love you."

I started to have this sharp pain in my heart and I started shaking. A anxiety attack. I started breathing heavily and my eyes opened wide. My hands started getting clampy and I felt a fullness in my chest.

"Rose are you okay?"

"Just leave me alone." I choked out. I couldn't handle to hear those words come from his mouth. He inched closer to me but I backed into the corner. I slid down the wall and put my knees to my chest. When I have anxiety attacks it feels like my whole body is caving in and everything else around me is breaking.

Next thing I know, arms are being wrapped around me and I'm being taken somewhere.

******

I woke up in a bed and my heart was still beating fast and my hands were still clampy. I looked around and immediately knew where I was, Ashton's apartment. There was a note on the bedside table:

Rose,
I went to go finish teaching. I'll be back soon. You're not in the condition to drive or walk, so please just stay. I will answer any questions you have.

P.S I'm sorry.

-Ashton

I sighed and tried to get up but I immediately got dizzy and sat back down.

Maybe I should give him a chance. Maybe I have been over exaggerating with ignoring him. I just don't want to be broken hearted again.

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