My Dearest Olivia,
All I can say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making your worst nightmare come true. I'm sorry for making fear fill your beautiful eyes. I'm sorry for being responsible of making your tears fall once again. All I can say is I'm sorry.
And yes you're right it's not enough. Sorry is not enough and it never will be. The word is empty and embarrassing. It shouldn't have to enter my vocabulary when I'm speaking to you because I never wanted to do something so malicious that I have to apologise for it. But it's all I can say. And again I'm sorry for that.
I never intended to hurt you. Not once. Throughout the past four years of our rocky relationship I would never of imagined in my wildest dreams, that I'd be sitting on a park bench at 3 am writing you a letter in scruffy hand writing, apologising for laying my hands on. For making fear fill your bones and vibrate through your skin. The very thought of it makes me sick.
But also in my wildest dreams can I imagine a life without you. You see i could not tell you if I loved you from the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth time. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking towards me and realising that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you. Because all that mattered was you. You did something for me that I can never do. You loved me for who I am. And i am forever grateful for that.
You are the light at the end of every tunnel. You are the sun that rises every morning without fail. You are my life. You are my soul. You are my everything. I love you, please remember that on my darkest days. Remember that I never want to hurt you or make you sad.
Please know I am sorry and I will never hurt you again.
All my love
Alex.
// I'm pretty sure nobody still reads this but if you are then I'm sorry to keep you waiting. But I had a complete story and then it all got deleted so I've just not had the time or the motivation to re write everything. Anyways here's Alex's apology letter and I hope you enjoyed it? \\
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