I woke up in the middle of the night to find my arms empty. So was the immediate space next to me. I padded my hand lazily around the bed in search for Olivia but nothing. I forced my eyes open, the only light in the room illuminating the slightly ajar sliding doors to the balcony. I crawled out of bed, fishing for my t-shirt in the complete abyss of darkness in the room. Unsuccessful in my search I gave up and made my way outside.
Her silhouette perched on the ledge of railing, her feet resting on a small chair beneath her. Smoke escaping from her mouth, disappearing into the crystal night sky. As I approached her, the scarce city lights shone upon her, revealing my t-shirt loosely clinging to her slim body. he hair thrown up into a messy bun on the top of her head, a few loose strands escaping framing her pale looking face. She wore a pair of glasses I never knew she needed glasses. They were bigish square ones with a thick black frame. They made her green eyes bigger, showing how worn out and tire they were. Her chin resting upon her knees , as she hugged them close to her chest. She took one last long drag from the cigarette and threw her it off the side of the balcony.
"nice shirt" I said quietly, careful not to startle her, considering she was leaning on the edge of the balcony. A 35 feet drop behind her.
"hmmm, ohh yeah sorry. I was cold and I didn't want to wake you and it was the closest thing. you want it back?" she began to tug at the shirt to take it off.
"Ohh no, you don't need to do that. I was just saying it looked nice on ya that's all." She let a small smile spread across her face as her response to me.
" So next you're going to tell me that you are actually nocturnal?" I laughed a little as I said it. she joined me in the light laughter filling the silence between us.
" Not so much nocturnal. But you are right I don't sleep much." Her voice distant as if her mind was focused on another train of thought, buried deep inside her concious.
" What's on your mind Liv?" she shrugged her shoulders. I walked over to her and lent on the rail beside her. Our shoulders slightly brushing against each other. She exhaled loudly before she spoke. As if she was contemplating on what words to use. I liked that about her, she was very much like me in that way. She chose her words very carefully just like I do.
" I'm just so scared Alex." her voice sounded exhausted just how her eyes looked.
" And what are you afraid of exactly Liv?" she didn't say anything for some time. I carefully slipped my fingers in her's to reassure her. Giving them a small squeeze. That small smile of her's repapered on her face, as the corners of her mouth slightly curled upwards.
"You want to know the the truth?"
"Yes I want to know he truth..." I began to stroke small circles on the back of her hand with my thumb to comfort her. It seemed to work, she shuffled over sightly towards me and leant into my side. Resting her head on my shoulder. I carefully leant my head against hers. Her body warm bod radiating heat onto my cold body.
" I'm afraid of falling in love. Scared of what my true feelings are." I squeezed her hand again.
" You cant be afraid of falling in love. You just have to take the plunge...."
"Falling in love isn't actually what I fear. Love is pretty constant. My fear is the people I fall in love with, people aren't constant. People change all the time. I'd be lying to both you and myself if I told you I'm not falling in love with you. And that Alex scares the shit out of me."
I stood up, shrugging her from my shoulder. placed myself between her legs. Guiding my hands down the outside of her thighs, wrapping them around my torso. i took hold of her wrists placing one n each of my shoulders. Then I took my own hands and placed them on her waist.
" You know there is nothing I wouldn't do to make you feel my love?" I told her. She pressed her forehead against mine. Her breathing matching mine.
" I do now." she brushed her lips against mine. I touched her hot, opening lips with the up most slow movements, tiny sips, nothing salacious; but she, with an impatient wriggle, pressed he mouth to mine so hard that I felt the her front teeth graze my upper lip and shared in the peppermint taste of her saliva from her organic cigarette she had smoked beforehand. A swift gradation of intensity that made her cling to me as if I was the only solid thing in a dizzy swaying world. My insistent mouth parting from her shaking lips, sending wild tremors along her nerves, evoking her sensations she had ever know she was capable of feeling.
" Lets take this inside. I don't fancy shagging you here for the whole world to see. You're mine and only mine. I want to hear you scream my name tonight." I nibbled at her ear, as I lifted her up and took her inside.
" Only you have such an affect on my Mr.Turner" She whispered into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. If only she knew the affect she had on me.
// lol does anybody read my little author notes?? So a sweet and short update. If you want me to carry on the smut in the next chapter than just let me know! I kinda like this chapter,i dunno why but i tried really hard on it so feedback is most welcome! Also it 2:30AM so i'm sorry for any mistakes that are any worse than usual!\\
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