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My time trapped in the house was over and I was soon back at school. Without having to run the track I was left  to roam the halls with Cody. We were on our way to the library when Cody stopped in his tracks. He looked at me, hesitated, then started to say something more. "Why did you lie to my parents about having sex?" I simply looked at him and said, "I didn't want to cause any more worries. What do you think they would do if they thought we were having sex." He laughed and kissed my cheek, not having more to say. As we got back to our actual course, the library, we stayed in silence. Upon arriving at the library I dragged Cody down an aisle, pushed him against the shelves, and kissed him. "So, Mr. Fox, I'd love to take you on a date tonight," I said. Cody kissed me with such power that it took my breath away. "No, let me treat you to a fun time babe I swear you'll have the time of your life." "No, you don't get to do that! You've done so much for me already, let me do this," I protested. Cody looked at me and I know he wanted to protest.

He didn't want me to win but he knew I wasn't going to stop fighting for this. I looked at him then and said, "Ok, I'll let it go your way if you answer something for me. The way you dress and the way you act are completely different from what you have, the money your parents make. Why?" I had held this question in for so long, not wanting to offend  him but I finally wanted to know and knew this was the right time to ask. Cody looked me in the eyes and simply said, "It's who I am, it's my personality. I dress this way because I've been exposed to those who knew of my parents' wealth and they used me. Those are just material things and those things don't define a person."

"Why do you go to such an inner city school though? You could go to a better school and still dress the way you want," I said. He looked at me and started to explain. "It's not just that.  I grew up going to those kinds of schools and they're exactly what social media portrays them to be: fake, stuck-up, and too uptight.  Since they would force me to go out of town with them I started getting into trouble at school. I hated constantly leavng, having to make sure I got all the work in at the deadline when I wasn't even there. They wanted me to get my grades up and I told them that in order to do that i had to stay at home when they went out of town and I get to stay at a school of my choice. What can I say? I love a challenge.

With that being said I looked at Cody and did the most goofiest thing ever. "Oh my, my saviour, where have you been my entire life?" He laughed then without thought began to tickle me and I shrieked, causing the librarian to sigh a loud 'SHUSH'. We looked at each other and burts into uncontrollable fits of laughter before sauntering back out of the library to wander the halls once more.

*Three months later*

Three months had gone by and that was all it took for my stomach to sprout into some kind of humanoid pumpkin. Cody found it quite cute when I just saw it as me looking like a sideshow to a circus. With my belly getting bigger, my feet swelling more, and an approaching doctor's appointment I had no time to stress over the Lakewood Ball. So as I sat thinking if I actually wanted to attend this dance and be the spectacle of the night, I remembered Cody mentioning some type of suprise but at the time I was zoned out with other thoughts in mind that I hadn't noticed.

After laying on the couch watching tv for two hours I soon became tired and bored. I headed to Cody's room and when i got there the door was locked. "Hold on!," he yelled. I stood here restless with my feet hurting and my back aching. "Come on Cody I'm tired," I said. There was one last shuffle in the room before he opened the door and let me in. "What were you doing?" I asked. He just looked at me and smirked, not giving away anything. I ignored his enigmatic attitude and layed on the bed, happy for the relief. He turned off the light, layed next to me, and kissed my shoulder, and the entire time he smirked.

One of the things that I noticed at school was that no one really talked anymore about my pregnancy. It was as if they never taunted me in the first place with their incredulous remarks and continous stares. At the moment though I was no ones target for entertainment since everyone was focused on the stupid ball. Another thing that was odd to me was the fact that Brittany had been acting out of place since the altercation I had with her. She would want to stop and say hi to Cody and I in the hallways and she would compliment me on certain things that I wore. It was beginning to become completely awkward. With all the hectic stuff going on with the ball I wasn't able to see Cody as much as I wanted to. I was confused as to what he had been up to and why he had been so secretive lately.

Everything was changing between Cody and I. I hadn't seen in what felt like weeks and it was so hard not being able to talk to him about what was going on with the baby and I. With two days until the dance everyone was racing around making sure they had everything situated and ready.

As I walked into the house Cody cupped his hands over my eyes and led me around the house. When he stopped he then removed his hands and there on the bed lay a dress, it was gorgeous. It was a blue and black floral peplum dress along with a silver clutch, black stiletto pumps, and jewelry that matched the clutch. I went into tears, realizing that this was one of the dresses that I had seen at the mall months previously when I was hanging out with Cody, Kiwi, and Cheez-It. I looked at him and asked, "Is this one of the dresses from the mall?" "Yauh, it is, and the rest of the accesories Ms. Debbie helped me pick out," he said. Another realization hit me, I couldn't fit this dress, not with my pregnancy. Cody looked at me, knowing what my mind was wandering to and said, "Try it on, you'll like it." So, as I went towards the dress I peeled off my clothing and tried it on. I was shocked, everything fit perfectly, and once again I began to cry.

The next day Cody had brought an entire salon to the house that pampered me ilike crazy. They gave me a manicure as well as a pedicure and by Cody's request I received a massage. Then scheduled for tomorrow before the dance I would have a stylist come do my hair.

The night before the dance, after all the pampering, Cody and I had a picnic out back. When we were done Cody begged for me to come swim with him but I refused, not wanting to leave the subtle comfort of my floaty device. Disappointed with my answer he began to splash me which caused an all out splash war and I entually fell off my floaty device and into the water. As the minutes passed and Cody and I grew restless we got out of the pool and lounged on the lawn chairs, watching the stars. "Zoe, would you be mad if I told you I did something?" he asked. ishook my head no, wanting to know what caused him such distress. He went quiet for a while and then said, "I did something. Found some research." 'On what?" I asked. He looked back up into the abyss of the sky, admiring the night stars above us and said,"I looked into different adoption agencies and checked dates and years on something. Zoe, I went looking for your son." My heart raced, mu pulse quickened, my skin began to clam up and I was at a loss for words.

The last time I had seen my son he was so fragile, so gentle, he was born two months earlier than he should've been and there were some complications during birth but none the less  he was a perfect healthy baby boy and he was gorgeous. I barely had a chance to embrace him and wrap him in my arms before the doctors whisked him away at dads' orders. He didn't want me getting too attached so soon, so he got rid of him that early on and plus he didn't want anyone raising questions about who the birth father was. Cody was looking into my eyes I knew that much and when I brought myself back to the reality of it all i paid attention to what he had been saying. "I found him Zoe, I found your son." That blew me away into oblvion I didn't know whether to be shocked, confused, happy, sad, hurt. i just wanted so bad to see what my son had become, what had he inherited from us. I wanted to know if he had my mothers' eyes and her gentle smile. My tender hands and curly untamed hair. I wanted to know my child inside and out and I couldn't begin to even marvel in what to do or how to act once I saw him, if I saw him. Without a final thought I blurted the question aloud, "When do I get to see him? I need to see him."

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