Forever My......

29.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Bryce Parker,

I got in the elevator and headed up to Xayvion's room. Believe it or not this will be my first time seeing him since the surgery, they had him in recovery for two days because of the type of surgery he had and since I'm not his wife I couldn't see him.

And the two days I couldn't see him I was up at the hospital my parents are at taking with the doctors about my mother's survival rate and of course they talked to me about pulling the plug on my dad.

"Hey baby." Xayvion said smiling big once I walked in the room.

"Hey." I said trying my hardest to smile back.

He still had a lot of tubes leading to his body and he had his head wrapped but I could see his little curls in the back of his head.

"How you feeling?" I asked sitting my stuff down.

"Paralyzed so in other words bored. Nurse said I'm lucky because I could have ended up paralyzed from the neck down." He said still smiling.

Ms. Mackenzie had told me about him being paralyzed and I'm just glade he's staying positive through all this.

"I'm sure it's just temporary though."

"Hopefully but come lay with me."

"Simba I don't know, it's a lot of tubes and cords and I don't want to press or lay on anything I'm not suppose to."

"Okay on baby you good." He said moving the covers back.

I kicked my shoes off and climbed in bed with him because I don't have time to argue and I miss being in my baby's arms.

"Ow." He said causing me to stop.

"See Xayvion I told you this was a bad idea bu..."

"I was just playing Jalene." He said letting out a soft chuckle.

I rolled my eyes and got in the bed with him.

"I ain't mean to scare you baby." He said asking I laid my head on his chest.

I begun to play with his fingers as he rubbed my side.

"You know what I found out when I was thinking about you last night?" He asked with a smirk lingering in his voice.

"What?" I asked looking up at him.

"Everything ain't paralyzed." He said still smirking.

I looked at him confused for a moment but then soon realized what he was referring to.

"You so nasty." I said laughing.

"Maybe but it got you laughing so that's alright." He said placing a kiss on my lips. "I can't wait to get out of here." He said looking out the window.

"I can't wait for you to get out."

"You think you'll be able to deal with dating a nigga who can move his legs?" He asked looking at me.

"Simba don't play."

"Just asking, I mean you could have only liked me because I can walk. I mean it is 2015 baby you never know nowadays."

"Really." I said looking at him.

Just had major brain surgery and still see it fit to be a butthole.

"You know I find it very crazy how you don't use profanity yet Grammy use it like hell."

"Grammy does not."