Forever My......

30.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Xayvion Taylor,

I looked at the wall and then started to just look around the room.

A nigga bored as hell and I can't go back to work until tomorrow. Crazy right a nigga have to go back to work on a damn Wednesday.

"Hey baby." Bryce said kissing my cheek.

"Hey." I said looking at her as she straddled me.

"How was work?" I asked while rubbing her butt.

"Stressful, I was missing you the whole time and I quit." She said looking off once she said that she quit.

"Why?" I asked trying to hold my smile back.

Don't get me wrong I like the fact that Bryce had a job and can take care of herself but I love her being home more. Granted that way I don't have to show niggas that this business man did live in the hood at one point and has hood nigga ways, even in a damn wheelchair.

"I just felt like it was the thing to do and I know how much you hate the fact that I would be working with that guy."

"Good." I said rubbing her side.

"What do you want for dinner?"

"I want to go out. A nigga paralyzed not dead, I wanna see the damn outside world. I love you and Dula but damn."

"Okay let me get your bath ran and stuff." She said getting off me.

She walked in the bathroom for a few minutes then came back out with my wheelchair.

She helped me in and the took me to the bathroom. After helping my undress and get in the tube she sat on that edge while I washed.

"They pulled the plug on my dad today." She said looking down at her feet.

"I'm so sorry baby." I said grabbing her hand.

Trust me, I understand the pain of losing your dad.

"I just can't believe it. I don't know why when I signed the papers that when they turned all the machines off he was going to wake up. But you know I don't regret it because now my dad can finally rest in peace."

"As long you are okay baby but you know I'm here for you when ever you need to talk." I said looking at her.

"I know Simba."

"Even if you just want to cry I'm here Bry."

"I know Simba and if you ever just need somebody to sit on your face, I am always here for it."

I just looked at her before I finished washing my body.

"Help me out." I said not even reponding to her earlier statement.

She rolled her eyes and then began to help me out. She sat me in my chair that had towels in it and then started drying me off. She put lotion in me and then put my pants, socks, and shoes on me. I put my shirt on after putting my deoderent on.

Once I was in my wheelchair she rolled me into the room.

I watched as she chnaged her clothes and started looking for what shoes she want to wear.

"Where we going? To the mall?"

"We can of you want."

"Yeah, that's where I want to go. I need to get them shoes that just came out." I said as she tied her shoes up.

"Shame but okay."

Once we finally arrived at the mall I felt a little peace at heart. The mall and my little abandon park, as Bry say, was my go to places when stuff wasn't going right or planned in my life. At the mall I could just go from shoe store to shoe store finding out about what shoes was coming out or even just eat from different places without wasting gas. Where as at my abandon park I had a peace of mind, no one came there and it was just a little lonely place where I could just let my mind run.

"Footlocker first?" She asked as she pushed me through the doors.

"Yes."

Can I push myself? Yes. Is Bryce Jalene Tay--I mean Parker going to let me? Fuck no. Do I mind? Nah.

"Xayvion?" Love's sister, Dream asked.

Yeah they have werid names but they mom name is werid.

"What up Dream." I said as she approached us.

"What happened? And I'm good."

Yeah I'm still cool with Dream and Love's mom. Not on any petty shit.

"Had a brain tumor and that's what's up, how is the baby."

"Damn sorry to hear that and he good, miss you but he good. I'm sorry I'm so rude, I'm Dream." She said hugging Bryce.

"I'm Bryce."

"Yeah, I know my sister been stalking your Instagram and I was like chill the fuck out. I'm glade you got him though cause I just did not like Xay with my sister like she ain't good enough for him."

See Dream and Love are only half sisters and Dream don't care for or well like Love.Even when me and Love was dating Dream told me to end it becasue in her words "Love is a grimmy bitch who aint worth the time of day." and I should have listened but I didn't.

"Well you should tell her I said her lurking is horrible because she liked like five pictures from last year." Bry said as she pushed me in the store.

"She fucking stupid." Dream said rolling her eyes.

"She really is." Bryce said rolling her eyes.

"Roll'em again Bryce." I said looking up at her.

Never though I would have to look up to her out of bed, if you catch what I'm saying.

"We should do lunch tomorrow." Dream said looking at us.

"I'm mean sure, I have nothing to do anymore." Bry said looking at me before picking up a pair of NIKEs.

"I didn't tell you to quit."

"I know you don't have memory lost so please shut up Simba."

"She pulled the middle name care Xay, you in trouble now."

"No, I'm not in trouble until she said Xay. She don't call people by their middle names."

"Oh so she call you Simba like we call you Xay."

"Yep, even though I don't like that shit. I deal."

"You want these baby?" She asked looking at a pair of Pumas.

I'm not a real big Puma fan but shit I do need to break away from my one track mind.

"Yeah sure."

"Interesting but let me get y'all numbers so I can go before TJ drive his dad crazy."

"You and Ty still together?"

"We married Xay."

"Where the hell was I?"

"Avoiding Love annoying ass."She said passing me her phone but then took it back. "Nevermind because ion want Love going through my phone and seeing y'all numbers and try and take them cause then I'm have to beat a bitch ass and TJ needs his mommy home and not in jail. I got y'all Instagram names."

"Okay." Me and Bry said laughing.

After our little bit of shopping was done, Bry treated me to the Cheesecake Factory. Then we went home and I finally let her sit on my face.