Loving You

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Being in love is remarkable. It was such an amazing feeling especially when you were so in love with this spectacular girl. It has been four years. Four years, you spent it all with her. Never in a million years you'd thought about breaking up with her. She is all you got, ever since high school. You had high hopes of making her happy forever, perhaps marrying her one day when the time comes. You watched her sleeping peacefully as you slowly put away the strands of her hair that was blocking her beautiful face.

She was so tired. She was tired from all the drama, the pain, the cause, the world. You read it all from her journal. She wrote every details from little things to big things, from her experiences until her wishes.

"hey"

The sound of her soft voice startled you as you looked over at her to see her smiling sadly at you. You wished you could granted all of her wishes. But you couldn't. You wished you could help her ease the pain. You wished you could fulfill her wish that you read one day ago

Being able to walk again

The only thing that you could hear was her breathing and the sound of her heart rate machine. Four years, you never left her.

You smiled when tears started forming in your eyes, you couldn't do anything to stop it

"I'm so sorry"

That was the only thing you could say to her. She just slowly shook her head and smiled at you,

"please don't cry"

You sobbed because you knew how much she wanted to be able to walk again. To pursue her career as a model.

"I should've stayed at the house. I was so selfish and I was so furious that night. If I didn't left then none of this would've happened."

You felt her cupping your face and you leaned in and you both rested your forehead against each other

"what happened to me, it happened for a reason" she said calmly

you pulled away and put your head in your hands
"for what particular reason!? I can't stand being here seeing you not being able to walk again because it's all my fault, Kenny"

It's all my fault. You said mentally

You could see tears started forming in her eyes as well. She was living a big dream and everything came crashing down because it was all your fault.

"I still have you. It's all that matters to me." she whispered

"but seeing you happy is all that matters to me, Kendall!" you fired back, fighting your tears
"and walking in a runway show is what makes you happy"

It was 4 am in the morning and you both were drained in tears. It has been a week and you haven't been able to talk to her about this.

"see that's where you are wrong," she started and lacing both of your fingers together

"Modeling makes me happy, yes it's true, but you, you make me happy more, out of all in this world, you're the one who keeps my happiness alive Y/N, It's always been you, always" she said

you cried
"but it's still my fault, Kenny"

"stop blaming everything on yourself. It's my own fault. I made my decision for finding you, driving in the middle of the night although I knew it was dangerous" she said,

"but you know what? I never regret the thing that I did that night. Finding you. Because if I didn't find you that night, then I would've lost you forever" she said kissing your hand,

"and I know that I could never handle the thought of losing you" she stated

She was the one who saved you. You left the house when you found out that she had to do a PR stunt with another guy. You left walking all alone, Kendall chased you down by the street while driving her car and that's when it all happened. A bright light came from your right which happened to be another car crashed on to her car and it was such a big impact. It all happened so fast. If she wasn't there, then maybe you would've been dead by now. But Kendall, she was the one who saved you. She was your miracle.

You smiled sadly and pulled you into a deep kiss. She relaxed when you put your arms around her.

"I love you so much," you cried

"I love you more my love" she smiled and peck your lips,

"Anyway, I know that you've been reading my journal" she said

your eyes widened
"how did you know?"

"I'm your girlfriend, Y/N, of course I know" she said

"yeah, sorry I've been reading it without your permission, and i'm sorry that I can't fulfill your last wish," you looked down

she smiled,
"you already did granted my last wish, Y/N"

"what do you mean?" you asked confused

"being able to walk is not my last wish"

you raised your eyebrows, you asked her to continue

she smiled at you,
"you said you love me, right?"

"till the end of time" you nodded

she just smiled and reached to the drawer beside her revealing her journal

"I wrote this last night when you were asleep, it's my last wish, read it for me will you?" she asked

she handed you her journal and you opened it pages by pages until finally you found the last page and a smile formed across your face


Loving you till the end of time

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A/N: sorry guys it was short, hope you enjoyed that though , I know it was kind of clichè and btw I'd rather Kendall to be single than to be with Jordan Clarkson, and I believe it was just a PR Stunt so whatever, still waiting for Kendall to come out in 2017  because I believe she has a thing for girls😂 peace✌🏼️❤️

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