Closer ~ MCFLY fan fiction

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Me and the kids were downstairs and it was about 10 in the morning and it was pouring down with rain and Tom was vlogging whilst walking around the house.

"I want to go in the garden!" Buzz chanted "it's rainy and you will get cold and wet" I said as Tom walked in vlogging "here is my wife and two children" he smiled "don't film me I haven't got any make up on" I said as I had Doug sat on my lap "but your beautiful" he smiled "I think Doug is coming around" I said "okay. Oh everyone is confused on why we called our Doug after big Doug" Tom said to the camera as he sat next to me "we had a deal, if the baby was born on Dougie's birthday he will be called Dougie and plus I like it" I smiled "mummy!" Bus said "what" I asked "can we go out side ?" He asked "no, it's raining" I said "Buzz, Aunty Carrie is coming round" Tom said and he danced as he shut off the camera "shall we go and make some biscuits for Aunty Carrie and uncle Dougie?" I asked as I stood up and picked up Doug "yeessss" he smiled and ran into the kitchen "are you going to help daddy" Buzz asked as he ran in "no Buzz I have to work" he said "okay" Buzz said as he ran back into the kitchen and I walked in their with Doug and put him in this chair bouncy thing and place it on the kitchen side "right wash your hands Buzz" I said as he stood on the stool and washed his hands as I put my hair up and got the ingredients out and washed my hands.

About ten minutes later we were cutting the cookies into dinosaurs "I wish daddy was helping us" he said "me two, maybe he can help us decorate them" I said as we finished cutting them out "and now they go in the oven and we wait" I smiled "yayaya! I can't wait to eat them" Buzz danced around and he ran into the lounge and I took Dougie in there and put him in his little sleeping pod thing as he was asleep "I'm just going to go and see if daddy will help us decorate them" I said "okay" Buzz said "remember to be quite because Doug is sleeping" I said as Buzz sat there watching Cars and I went up to Tom's music room and I walked in and he had papers everywhere "what?" He asked sounding stressed "I was just going to ask if you want to help us decorate the cookies as Buzz wants you to" I said "no I don't" he said still sounding stressed "not even for a minute?" I said "I don't want to decorate crappy little cookie" he raised his voice "what has been up with you lately?" I sighed "nothing" he said "well something must be if you don't want to spend time with your son! He misses doing stuff with you" I said "I have work to do" he sighed "so do I but I'm looking after two kids who needs their dad to do stuff with them" I said as he stood up "your not the only one who has a ton of work to do and your not the one who just lost their daughter but I'm getting on and not stressing about" I said "well maybe if you didn't run Of with her for two years you wouldn't be in this mess" he raised his voice and it hit me and I shocked with he said and he realised "I'm so sorry Lils. I shouldn't of said that" he said as he went in for a hug but I went down and checked on the cookies and Tom followed me "I'm sorry Lily!" He said "I shouldn't of brought that up" he sighed "you know to well you shouldn't of brought it up" I said as the cookies were done "Buzz they are done" I said as he ran in "daddy are you helping?" Buzz asked "of course" he smiled as the door bell went off and I ran to answer it "shhh" I said "Buzz and Tom are in the kitchen" I said to Carrie and Dougie as they walked in the kitchen "Aunty Carrie! Uncle Dougie!" Buzz smiled "are you going to help us decorate the cookies?" He asked "of course I will" Dougie said "I've been decorating cookies all day. I think I might just sit down and have some cuddles with Doug" Carrie said as Dougie hugged her "wrong Doug" she laughed.

Me and Carrie are in the lounge with baby Doug and she is having cuddles with him "he is adorable" she cooed at him "where's Lola?" She asked (she doesn't know) "urn...whilst you were in Dubai, Harry took me to court and got full custody of her" I said "I'm so sorry Lils" she said as she hugged me "have you seen her?" She asked "no" I sighed "Harry keeps posting pictures of her online and I've specifically said not to because I don't want her in the media" I said "what are you going to do?" She asked "there's nothing I can do" I sighed as Dougie, Buzz and Tom walked in with cookies "here you go Aunty Carrie" he smiled as she passed baby Doug back but then Doug took him off me and cuddle with him "thanks Buzz!" She smiled as she took one as baby Doug cried "he's most probably tried still" I said getting up and taking him "I'll take him" Tom said as he stood up but I just walked up with him and went into my room and sat on my bed and rocked him but he wouldn't go to sleep "go to sleep for mummy" I smiled at him.