Closer ~ MCFLY fan fiction

Two years later

I woke up and the whole house was silent and none of the kids were jumping around and shouting and there was no building work going on in the kitchen at 8 am......

What a dream.

I woke up to Dougie and Buzz jumping and shouting on my bed along with drills in the kitchen "mummy!" Buzz shouted "I'm up" I said "mumma" Doug smiled "what are doing today?" Buzz asked as I got up and they both sat down "we are going to go into town and get breakfast" I said as I walked into my closet to and got dressed "where's daddy?" Doug asked "he is with the band" I said as I walked back in "let's get you both dressed and we will go and meet him and the guys" I said as they ran in their rooms and I dressed them both and then we got in the car and I drove off to the band house.

"Mummy are we there yet?" Buzz asked "nearly" I said as I heard him sing along to the music "put daddy on" Doug said as I changed it over to Mcfly "yay" Doug smiled as I pulled into their road "are we here?" Buzz asked as I stopped the car outside the house "we are" I said as I got out the car and got him and Doug out and I walked to the front door with Doug in my arms and Buzz running beside me and he knocked the door and we heard "come in" from Tom and so we did and I put Doug down on the floor and him and Buzz started to run around and I went into the lounge or as they call it a 'studio' and Tom was standing there top less while they the guys were playing on the X Box "hello" Tom smiled as we hugged "are you coming home tonight ?" I asked "yeah, why?" He asked "cause she wants to make another baby" Danny said "I have my three babies well I have two of them" I sighed and Harry rolled his eyes "speaking about my babies where is Lola?" I asked "she is at my parents" Harry said "don't lie to me" I said "I'm not" he faked laughed "then how come she is all over Izzy's Instagram ?" I asked "fine she is with Izzy" he sighed "I don't want Lola with her" I said "I don't care what you want, she lives with me now" Harry said as he stood up and the guys left "it's been a year get over it" he sighed "how can I get over you taking away my child?" I said "oh look who's talking. You now know what I felt like" Harry said "shut up Harry. A child should always been their mother" I said "well your not cause you done the wrong thing" he laughed "did I abuse her ? No! Did I scare her ? No! I done everything I needed to do for her. I was the one there when she got diagnosed with autism not you" I raised my voice "you abused me Lily! Not her, me!" He shouted "and how did I abuse you Harry? You always have to make things about yourself" I said as I started to walk out the room "I still love you Lily!" He shouted and I turned around "well I don't" I said as I turned around and saw Tom stood there looking annoyed at Harry with the boys in his arms "let's go" I smiled as I walked out and they followed and Tom put the kids in their seats.

I was driving to the other side of London so we could go to IKEA and I could tell Tom was questioning things in his mind. "Do you still love him?" Tom asked "no, how many times do I have to say that?" I said "the only boys I love is you and them two in the back" I said as I drove and he smiled "I want a sister" Buzz kept chanting "your not gonna get one for a while" I laughed and Tom turned to me and smirked "I want a brother then" he chanted "maybe one of those" Tom smirked.

I was pushing Doug around in his chair whilst Tom had Buzz holding his hand as we walked through Ikea and nothing was really here so we got back in the car and back to the band house; we went in and I went into the kitchen where the guys were with Tom and the boys "how's was ikea?" Doug asked as Harry stood there awkwardly "nothing was really there" I smiled "I bet you didn't go to IKEA you went home and had a quickie" Danny laughed "why is everything that comes out your mouth so dirty?" Tom said "Doug needs changing" I laughed as I looked down at him cause he does this face when he had done a poo in his nappy and I looked at Tom "it your turn" I laughed and Tom picked him up and took him out the room "are you and Tom gonna have more kids?" Danny asked "cause if you do I think he should called Danny next" he laughed "I don't know I always wanted three and yeah....I think we might try again but I don't know when" I said "can we please not talk about how Tom has a better sex life then me" Doug laughed as Buzz walked in and Danny picked him up and Tom walked back in with Doug.

Two hours later all the guys were writing in the lounge whilst me and the boys were in the kitchen and Doug was sleeping on the sofa along with Buzz and so I was leaning against the kitchen sides on my on Twitter '@lilyfltcher: the only time I need a girl friend to talk to I never have one 😔' and then after I tweeted that I got loads of tweets saying "I'm here if you want to talk" and "be happy with the friends you have! You have Mcfly!" . I walked in the lounge and they were trying to write so I just leaned on the door frame and it took them a while to notice I was there "you alright ?" Danny asked "yea" I faked smiled "what's wrong ?" Tom asked as Doug walked to me "home mumma home" he said as I picked him up "come on then" I said as he put his head on my shoulder "Buzz, we are going home" I said and he came running out "say bye to everyone" I said "bye daddy, bye Dougie, bye Danny, bye Harry" Buzz said as Tom gave him a kiss "bye, I'll be home soon" Tom smiled "okay" I said as Izzy walked in with Lola by her side "Lola!" Buzz smiled "mummy can I hug Buzz?" She asked "why are you asking to hug Buzz?" I asked and Izzy said to her "yes darling" and she did "oh I get it" I sighed as Harry walked out "get what?" Harry asked "Izzy is Lola's new mum" I said with tears in my eyes "you've made her think she is her mum and not me" I said and I just walked back to the car and put the boys in the car and then I shut Buzz's door and saw Lola stood there and she hugged me "mummy don't cry" she said as I picked her up whilst hugging "I can't help it baby" I said "why are you crying?" She asked and I looked over and saw Harry and Tom and the rest of the guys standing at the door "don't worry baby" I smiled as I put her down "I want to live with you mummy" she said "I want you to as well" I said "I better go but Lola you have to promise me one thing" I said "what?" She asked "never be scared of anyone and do what you want and please remember Izzy isn't your mum, I'm your mummy" I said "I know your my mummy, mummy" she smiled "good" I said before I kissed her on her head and she ran off back and Tom hugged her and he walked over to me "I'll be back tomorrow" Tom said to the guys and we got in the car.

Later on:
The boys were in bed earlier so I could have a rest and so I walked into my room and saw Tom standing waiting for me....