Closer ~ MCFLY fan fiction

Two years later

Lola's first birthday was a week ago so I think it's time to go back to Harrow. I'm most probably going to get hate from the lads and everyone else but they need to hear my story first.

The week I went 'missing' everyday I was getting calls and texts and even emails from everyone and I never answered any of them.

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"Good morning beautiful" I smiled as I woke up and she was jumping on the bed "muma breakfast" she smiled "come on then" I said as we got out of bed and we ran downstairs and had some breakfast.

"Say goodbye to the house" I said as I locked the front door and we stood out side of the house "goodbye house" she smiled as she hugged on my shoulder "muma where are we going ?" She asked as I put her in her seat "we are going home" I smiled.

I shut her door and made sure we had everything and I put the key in my pocket and got in the car and drove off.

On the way back home I started to get really anxious and scared, do they want me back? Am I a bad mother for taking Lola away for a year from everyone ? What am I going to say to everyone?

"Shall we go to uncle Toms house or my house?" I asked her "who is Uncle Tom?" She asked "you'll know soon" I said I drove into London "muma I'm hungry" Lola kept moaning "let me park the car and we can get something to eat" I said as I drove into a three story car park.

I was wearing a light coloured pair of jeans with a long grey top which was tucked in along with a pair of high heel pixie boots and a long black coat with a fur neck.

We had our snack and now are making our way back to the car and Lola was wearing a flowery top which was long and a pair of leggings with converse. As we walked to the car I put my sunglasses on and put my blondish brownish hair up in a messy bun and Lola was laughing at me and I picked her up "what are you laughing at missy?" I said to her in a funny voice "I love you very much Lola" I said as I put her in her car seat "I love you two muma" she smiled as I closed the door and got in and started up the car and drove out of the car park and drove off to Harrow which was only 30 minutes away.

When we got into Harrow Lola was asleep and as I drove home Gi and Georgia were sat outside a café and I felt scarred on what they will think now that I'm back after a year.

I got home and Harry's car was there and a lot of relief was passed as I thought he might of moved house. I parked my car in my normal spot on the drive away and got out the car and got Lola out carefully and she was sleeping on my shoulder as I walked up to the front door took a deep breathe and got my keys out and unlocked the front door and I took a step in: "hello?" I said and there was no answer and I walked around and everything was left how I had it. "I've missed this place" I said as Lola was now awake and running around "Lola come here, let's go into town" I said as she took my hand and we started to walk out of the lounge but I didn't hear Harry and the Mcfly lads walk in and so they were stood shocked near the stairs whilst I was standing the lounge door way with Lola holding my hand.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Harry said with shock and a smile "I'm back" I smiled "where have you been ?" Danny said loudly "at my nanas in Portsmouth" I said "the only place we didn't look was Portsmouth" Tom sighed"Lola go and play over there with Mr Snug" I said as she ran to the other side of the room "I'm surprised you were looking for me" I laughed "I was looking for my mates daughter" he said "shut up" Dougie said as Harry was focused on Lola and she was hiding behind my legs "she doesn't know who I am, does she?" He asked "I'm so sorry" I said "I had to get away from everyone and everything" I said "why? We didn't do anything to you?!?" Harry shouted and Lola got even more scared, "everyone was telling me what to do and what not to do" I said "Lola come here hunny" I said as she ran back to me and I took her hand "it was a big mistake coming back" I said as I walked out and walked down the road as I wasn't in the mood for driving.